Coincidentally Fond

Longing for you

"Raising Star Jang Seohwi and Jo Insung will be partner up for new drama. The most anticipating drama this year. This new drama predicts to surface Descendant of the Sun rating. Oppa, isn't this too much? Such a burden." all media start to promote my new drama but they exaggerate it.
"They just want to get attention for your drama. It's okay Seohwi."
"But if it doesn't come out as expected? What should I do? The drama will be aired next week!"
"If it doesn't come out as expected... then it'll become problem haha" this manager oppa really...
"I'm not kidding oppa!"
"Just praying and hope the best for your drama." 
Drama promotion days will be the busiest days for the actress. Filming ongoing drama, fan meetings, interviews, talk shows, variety shows and all. I don't have time for myself. And it's been 2 weeks since I don't come home. I don't have proper sleep and it's also 2 weeks since i don't go there to meet him...

"Sunghwa-ya! Come here!" I'm still stuck with all unfinished beats and there's so many long waiting lists come back that i have to produce. 22.00 And it's not even a half thing done. I've to check on her again today, already 2 weeks since that day and i haven't see her again. I've waiting until dawn but she's not showing up.
"Ya! Lee Sunghwa!" Today Kiseok hyung will accompany or you can say supervise me and make sure everything finished. 
"Yes hyung? What's wrong?" Kiseok hyung calling me again and i have no choice but come out from my room.
"Come here, sit beside Me." he is sitting on sofa in our lobby's office. I sit beside him absentmindedly.
"You seem stress out these days? Anything bothering you?" You won't believe me even if i tell you. That's bothering me is that random girl that I've met since last year but i just know her name like 2 weeks ago and now she is disappear.
"No hyung, nothing. I'm just tired, really." I'm not good with acting or lying. I'm sure Kiseok hyung know I'm lying just now but he just let it go.
"If you are tired, then all you need is resting. But since you have to finish some beats today, just take a short rest now. And you come in the right time! Today is my favorite's drama first episode. You should watch this too. You haven't watch any drama since Misaeng right?" This tough hyung that always get diss here and there also has soft hearted side when watching drama. He never missed any episode and his ideal type will change to the actress in ongoing drama.
"It just first episode hyung, how can you say that it's your favorite drama?"
"The actress is so beautiful Sunghwa, just watch it and I'm sure you will love It." he turn on the TV and there's still some commercial break until the OST and preview of that drama showing. First scene is still flashback with male actor.
"Where's the actress?!" Kiseok hyung really doesn't care about the plot. I keep watching it, and there, the actress showing on the screen.
"Yess! My girl Seohwi!" This girl is familiar for me... this beautiful girl on the screen...
"Hyung, who's her name?!"
"Jang Seohwi. See, you like her too right?"

My schedules these days are so packed. I still have some scenes to be filming and in same time i have to promote it. I have to go to fan signings, radio broadcasts and talk show. I don't have any energy left. My manager doesn't even leave me alone.
Honestly it's hard, but when I checked the drama's rating every week, it gives me strength. Lucky, the ratings quite high and everyone begin to notice me even when i just stopped by to buy coffee. I can feel fame around me now. Of course I'm proud. All my hard work finally showing its result. But I don't have someone to share my joy.
Until now, I'm still thinking of that mini market guy, Lee Sunghwa. Is he watching my drama? Is he notice that it's me? Or he doesn't even care whether it's me or not. I want to tell how I am doing these days and ask about his days too. Is he still come to mini market? Should I visit there tonight?
The schedule finished early today. I just have fan signing in Hongdae until 9PM. I smile all day just thinking that I'll meet him tonight. I already ask manager oppa to company me, and He agrees. Actually I have to beg him to give the permission and bring me there. He parks the car in front of mini market. I'm waiting from 11PM till sunrise in the next morning but he doesn't come. I keep doing this for one week but he still doesn't come. Manager oppa scolds me and ask me not doing this again because I get lack sleep for waiting random man, he said. From another person point of view it's seems crazy. Its sounds really crazy. How can I become fond of one person that I barely know? With one conversation and I've waited hours for him. Maybe I should hold myself back and focus on my career.