Rk900 x Gavin|| F U C K E D. U P.

Shut up!

Gavins pov-

At 15
I was standing behind my school with the boy I liked, holding hands smiling as he kissed me, I also kiss back until I hear laughing and I look behind me, theirs five boys there and they run up and start beating me calling me names like "FAGGOT!"   "GAY"  "LOSER"
And lots of other hateful words...

What is wrong with me?

At 17
Years later I sit at the table with me and my parents, my mother looking tired and stressed while my farther was half drunk and pissed off. I slowly take in a death breath "mother...farther...i-..I'm gay" and with that my farther snapped, grabbing me by the hair and slamming my head into the table, when he stops I realise my nose has been cut open...

Maybe it's better to hide my sexuality

At 19
I left my hometown and moved to Detroit. I then went into the police academy while also studying law enforcement and criminal science...

I'm still in the closet

At 21
After graduating from police Academy and getting my degrees. I started working as a detective for the Detroit police department, then soon went up into becoming a Lieutenant...

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I was going over some case films while sitting at my desk, ignoring everyone until  my boss calls me into his office. That prick...what dose he want? I get up from my seat and makes my way over to his office where I see him at his desk. "What do you want? I got shit to do" i say  leaning against the doorframe with my arms cross. He signals for me to sit so I did, sitting in the black leather chair in front of his desks.

"I know I have given you lots of files and reports lately so that is why I am giving you a partner" Jeffrey sad while sitting back in his chair. Partner? I hate everyone here, and I'm pretty sure they all me too. No human on earth could stand being with me for that long. Just then the doors open. I don't turn around to see who it is, but they walk in front of me next to Jeffrey's desk. It's one of those damn androids from cyberlife, it looks a lot like hanks. Wait...

"NO! I WILL NOT WORK WITH THAT PLASTIC THING!" I shout getting out of my seat. My blood boiling as I ball my firsts looking at the Android with hate. "GAVIN! You work with him or your out of a job!" After that I look at my boss, staring at him with an annoying look on my face before I roll my eyes and leaves the room. Walking back to my desk wanting to forget what just happened.

I sit on my desk chair with my head in my hands as I grip my hair slightly, pulling it as I feel the pain tingle in my skull.  I hear a cough. One made to get your attention along with a tap on the shoulder. Ugh what now?

I look up to see that robot with a cup of coffee in his hand holding it out to me. "Your stress levels from 5% to 35%. I thought some coffee could help with that as I gathered up a little information about you and found out you like coffee." The robot says before placing the cup down, in return i knock it into my bin that's by my desk. Stupid fucking robot. Plastic prick. I could feel my blood boiling. I stand up and grabs the Android by the collar and pulls him down to eye level. "I don't need your pity you plastic prick!" I then shove him away, before I can go back to working he picks me up by the throat and pins me to wall, slamming me into it.

This gains some of the attention of that officers sitting at their desk. "Look, Gavin. My instructions are to successfully complete my missions, and I won't let you get in the way of that. So stop being a brat and stop sulking and get to work!" It says before releasing me from its choke hold. I hear everyone giggle or hold in their laughter.

I grit my teeth. Flash backs of my childhood flood into my memory that I've tried so hard to block up come back. All the beatings and Humiliation floods back to me, tears pricking my eyes before I blink them away and looks at everyone with a pissed off expression.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP! ALL OF YOU BEFORE I KICK YOUR TEETH IN!"

I then grab my car keys and storms over to my car and gets inside, once inside I start to break down, grabbing the wheel and sobbing into it, luckily my car windows are one sided so no one outside can see me cry. I lightly sob feeling anger, embarrassment and fear. I then open the small compartment on the passenger seat and pulls out a small plastic bag. I open it and inside is a small razor cutter. An old and unhealthy method of dealing with things but...it's the only thing I can relay on. I pull up the blade before I pull up my sleeve to expose my arm, cuts and scars all over them, some old and some new, i then start to cut away at my arm. I've been doing this since I was 16. I know it's unhealthy but I don't care. It's my way of dealing with the pain. It's not like anyone cares.

After a few more cuts I clean up the blood and wraps my arm up. Before I pull down my sleeve and rests my head in my arms, using the wheel not caring about the pain.

The passenger seat opens and I look over to see that stupid fucking tin can, I turn to open the door but he grabs my upper arm and stops me. What the fuck is he doing?

Conan's pov

After I watch Gavin reed scream at everyone and run off, Lieutenant Anderson walks over to me and puts his hand on my shoulder "hey I need to talk to you in private for a minute, come with me" Hank says before walking into captain folwers office, once I walk in Hank sits down and I follow suit. "Listen Conan, I saw what happened back there and I just want you to understand something. Gavin isn't the tough guy he likes to pretend he is. He is actually a very sensitive and emotional guy, he's gone through some things and I think it's best if you lay low with the public embarrassments" my LED go yellow as I take in this information, then I remember that gavin suffers from depression and anger issues. But I don't think that's why he left, and why did he mean by

"Should I go apologise?" I ask tilting my head to the side. He only nods and stands up "He'll be in his car. it's the dark green one, everyone else has a black or white car so you should be able to see it pretty easily" then Hank left.

I listened to hank and want outside and walked into the parking lot, where I saw all of black and white cars, after scanning the area I see the green car and walks towards it. I open the passenger seat and gets in, I see Gavin try to leave so I grab his upper arm. I see his cheek have reddened, probably out of anger.
"Gavin, I am sorry for my behaviour back In the office.It was unnecessary and cruel for me to embarrass you like that. I am truly sorry" I say softly, only to get Gavin roll his eyes at me. "You can't feel sorry, your only a hunk of plastic and mental. Unless your a deviant" comments Gavin. Deviant?
D e v i a n t ?
D E v i a n t . . .
D E V i a n t
D E V I a n t
D E V I A n t
D E V I A N t
D E V I A N T !

|| time skip||

We are back at are desks, mine next to Gavins, on my computer getting information about our case. Then a new one comes up and I look over at Gavin " we have a new case opened up at the Eden strip club, we must hurry before the Androids lose there memory;  as their memory's are erased after two hours" and with that we packed up and headed over to the Eden club.

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