Have you ever just laid in your bed for hours and not moved a single muscle? Its one of those damn days. As much as i would love to clean my room thats covered in beer bottles,dirty clothes and food wrappers,I rather sit here.
"Moni,can you please make me breakfast, Alex refuses." Of course nothing last forever,especially if Alex is being a dick to Liam. Remember when siblings got along and had two parents a shit. Yeah that no longer exists, especially with this family.
I get out of my nasty bed and put on a long ac-dc t shirt and walk down stairs.
"Alex,instead of being a ass wipe,make your brother breakfast or ill shove a spoon in a unholy place." I said as i pour some expired orange juice.
"How about you stop sleeping in so much,and take care of us." Alex snapped back
"Dont talk to her like that." Liam hisses
Just then i hear a creek.
"Mona,get down here right now!" I yell
Mona walks down,her make up is smeared,shes in a ripped,tight skirt and a tank top that squeezes her breast.
"Where the hell have you been?" I say
"UM party at Ashlees house." She smiled
"Tell me the truth." I give her that look every mother gives. The whole tell me the truth or your dead.
"I was at a party at Ashlees and I slept with her brother Ashton." She whispered
"MONA,were you at least safe about it?" I asked
"No..." Mona squeaks
"Get upstairs,ill meet you up there." I put my hands over my face,and stand up.
"Make some breakfast,ill be back." I walk out the door and start walking towards the only place I love,the woods.
I have a secret place,it has wooden benches and a little stream by it. Sometimes this is the only safe place i have. So close to slitting my wrist,or just jumping off a cliff. If Mona is pregnant,we have to bring another child into this already broken family. I wont have anytime to grow up and get on my own because i have all these kids to take care of. Monas only 16,she cant afford to lose her life right now. Usually I dont pray to god,but this time i do.
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My Broken Heart
JugendliteraturMonica Henderson wanted the world. But as she entered her teenage years her world flipped upside down,with her alcoholic father,dead mother and crazy siblings can she make it through her suicidal challenges?
