Time gets older, nights grow colder. Feeling really lonely with nobody to comfort me, I feel like I should give in to my inner demons and my insanity. Let the days tick by, slow as a Tortise, at least my death will be quick. The Devil, evil as he is, has helped me more than I can count. We ain't struck no deals, just simply sat around, talked about my life, my friends, my family, and how it all feels. Time has been really fucking cruel to me, but now I'm done taking everyone's shit. Tired of getting slugged just to see if I can take the hit. "The show must go on!" You say, but what do you do when the main star is away? While you'll be in heaven flying on silver wings, I'll be in hell counting sins. Then we'll see who truly wins.
Left behind, once again, just when I thought you were my friend, guess all lies gotta come to an end. Lost my mind, lost my love, the noose I'm wearin fits like a glove. Take the gun, end it now, no more voices to put me down.
Death is a release, a release from my pain, suffering that needs to come to an end, you my friend made it bearable, but then you stabbed me in the back, kick out the chair and hear my neck go crack. Lost my mind, lost my love, the noose I'm wearin fits like a glove. Take the gun, end it now, no more voices to put me down.
Tossed aside like trash, rising like a Phoenix from the ash. When I'm finally at the controls, that's when the ball finally rolls. You try and apologize, just to try to win my favor once again, you'll see what hell i have in store for you my friend.
Lord Almighty, up above. All I've asked for is some love, all you've given me is push come to shove. I've tried to work it out, I've tried not to scream, yell, or shout. BUT NOW I'M DONE, IM DONE BEING EVERYONE'S BITCH. I'M DONE WITH THE LYING, IM DONE WITH THE HATING, IM DONE WITH ALL THE SHIT LIFE KEEPS THROWING AT ME. Take this knife and this gun, let's go out and have some fun. Paint the town red, everyone who hurt me winding up dead, finally listening to the voices in my head. I'm not gonna just stand there and take it, not gonna listen to your bullshit. Let's let go of sanity, let's go insane, let's cause the one's who hurt me, lots and lots, of pain.
