Just.. Poetry.

November

I think back to those cheerful days that we had
Now look at us so lonely and feeling bad
But this isn't just because you think I'm getting in my bag
I'm letting things off my chest and being blunt what's wrong with that
An ineffable vibe me & him had
So happy & so peculiar, something we can't take back
Your cruel intentions was the reason i fell back
No integrity or faith on something special that we had
But that wasn't the only thing that you told me
Saying one thing but really you flopping on me
You the reason why i got insecure,
Cus a girl like me had a thing that was so damn rare
I hate crushes that cover the truth and say nothing
If we can work then im gon need you to say something
When i met you you so perfect and so worth it
A wisdom human whose so perfect & so assertive
I always hid, i always ran, i got so scared
The long rela i had with you but wasn't fair
He never tell me , he never told me, he never showed me
He never showed he never texted me he always called me
Yeah i, wrote this in my notes
So i can remember, what was told when it was last November..