I sat there on the cold floor, my clothes drenched. 'Do it~ It will make all this pain go away.' My eyes were staring at Mark's razor. I tried so hard to fight the urge to do it. The urge to bring the blade across her plan, soft skin. To make more scares hoping the memories fade. The next thing I knew my arm grabbed the razor and took off the blade. I turned on the water and let the water hit my skin then I took the blade to my skin. 'One~ Two~ Three~ Four~ Five~ Six~' The voice counted out and it felt like I wasn't even in control of my body anymore. I stopped when I reached ten. Blood dripping all over the counter and in the sink. Staining everything it touched. I felt tears build up in my eyes. 'What did I just do?!' My hands were shaking furiously as I backed into the wall. I knocked down everything making a loud crash then a thud as my body hit the floor. 'No one to save you now my princess~' That voice...it sounds like Mark...only..more demonic. My vision started to go black as Mark broke the door open and I just hear Jack shouting my name. I feel someone grabbed me and picked me up. I see some specks of marks face in my vision then I black out completely. My body falling limp in his arms.
*Time Skip-Four days after the incident*
Jack decided to go back to Ireland but I had to stay here because of my meetings with other people like me. So far nothing has been working. Mark aloud me to stay at his place until I was better but honestly it's just gotten worse. 'Then why don't you tell them that princess~ or do you want to keep me all to yourself?' The voiced echoed threw out my head. It made my head throb. I held my head in my arms as Mark walked into the room. He rushed over to me quickly.
"Leah you okay? What's wrong?" I looked at him. 'Are you gonna lie to him again princess?' I nodded my head.
"Yeah I'm fine..I just sat up to fast and gave myself a headache.." Mark still looked worried. 'oh what now princess, It looks like he didn't believe you' I gave him a soft smile and kissed his cheek. Oh I forgot to say we were together now. 'gag ugh I hate this lovey dovey shit' Mark smiled and kissed my cheek back then grabbed my hands and looked at my wrists.
"No new ones good. It seems your getting better..but that means you might be going to see your brother soon doesn't it..?"He looked at me with a sadden expression.
"But not alone remember? Jack doesn't want me to travel alone, so your coming with." His sadden expression turned into his beautiful smile as he picked me up and spun me around in his arms the placed my feet on the ground. I smiled then sighed as he walked out.Once the door was closed my smiled faded. 'Your such a good liar, You should become an actress princess.' I held my head and leaned against the wall. All I could think about was cutting and I didn't even want to. 'You know you want to princess~'
"No I don't stop messing with my head!" I shouted forgetting Mark was still home. 'uh oh someone is gonna get her lover's attention..and we don't want that now do we?' I heard footsteps rushing to my room and I dashed into the bathroom, locking the door immediately.
"Leah is everything okay? Who were you talking to?" He said walking over to the bathroom door.
"No one I was just talking to myself.." I didn't lie this time. I feel like I have been talking to myself every time I say something to him.
"Can i come in?" I unlocked the door and moved away.
"Sorry I'm such a burden.." I whispered looking at my feet. Her put a finger under my chin and gently made me look at him.
"You are not a burden..your a gift..a beautiful Irish smart ass gift but your still a gift." He chuckled a bit and made me smile. I giggled a bit.
"Alright Mark.." He kissed my forehead then grabbed my hand dragging me into the bedroom.
"What are you doing?" He just smiled and lifted my arm up and spun me around, making me giggle again. He spun me around and once I was facing him his put one hand around the lower half of my back and pulled me close.
"I love you laugh.." He spoke softly looking into my eyes. I just smiled and my cheeks turned a light shade of pink. He smiled and pulled out his phone and played some slow music then tossed his phone on my bed and started to slow dance with me.
"Really you know I can't-" I stepped on his foot.
"Sorry..I can't do this.." I stepped away and turned around to walk out of the room when I felt him grabbed my arm and pull me back towards him. I turned as he pulled me to him and I felt his hands land on my waist and picking me up and placing my feet on his.
"Problem solved." I laughed a bit and he smiled then gave me a small kiss on the lips. 'How long are you gonna lie to him princess? Can't keep it up forever.'
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Saving Her
ФанфикJack's sister just got back from college and she was staying with her sister for a few days. Everything seemed fine with her until Jack and her went to stay with Jack's best friend Mark.
