Mark has been telling me that Leah is doing better, not a whole lot. He still hears her talk to herself somethings and he hears her crying herself to sleep. I've been worrying about her nonstop since I got home. I just feel so guilty about leaving her alone and I've posted one video with my sisters permission of course, and people are giving me all kinds of support for her because I have never once cried in any of my videos like I did in that one. Never in my entire life have I been so worried about her. I sigh and decide to make a video again. I already texted Leah and she I could talk about her. I take a deep breath and wipe off my face and get ready to make the video. I start the recording.
"Top the morning to ya ladies, my name is Jacksepticeye and today I know you guys don't want to hear but today I'm doing another vlog because I have not been in a good enough mood to play any of my games. Now I know you guys are probably saying 'Jack is it about your sister? I thought you said she was getting better?' and yes she is getting better but I just need to be able to talk about things like this every once and awhile so that way I don't keep it all bottle up inside." I take a deep breath a pause for a moment as my eyes start to tear up a little but.
"Good god here come the water works again, Jesus Christ.." I wiped off my face and sniffed a little bit.
"Okay now as I was saying. My life is going to be a little different from now on, because like you guys know already, i'm going to have to take care of my little sister, Leah. I-" I took any other deep breath.
"I just don't want to loose anymore family.." I said and my voice started to crack.
"I mean you guys are my family and will always be considered part of my family but I don't want to lose her. She is all I have left of my actual blood family and I don't want to lose her like I-" I stopped as I was close to crying. I covered my face for a moment then wiped down.
"Ugh..I'm so sorry you guys got to see me like this..I" I let out a sigh and shook my head looking down.
"Well I guess that will be all for now guys, so if you liked this video pouch that like button in the face, like a boss. High fives all around. Wapoosh, Wapoosh, and I will see all you dudes in the next video."I didn't end it in my usual spunk and I stopped the recording. I just sat down and covered my face and started crying, worrying about my sister more, more as the days went by.
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Saving Her
FanfictieJack's sister just got back from college and she was staying with her sister for a few days. Everything seemed fine with her until Jack and her went to stay with Jack's best friend Mark.
