Endless Love

Chapter 16: Feelings kick in

YN'S P.O.V

I woke up feeling like shit.

I got up from my bed and looked in the mirror. I didn't know who that person was, all I knew was that she was broken.

But that girl is me.

My eyes were puffed up from all the crying. David and Justin are both on my mind.

David is an asshole but I really loved him. But he used me and i am disgusted.

Justin in the other hand, he's really sweet and an amazing guy. I had a crush on him when I first met him, but David came. But I think my feelings for Justin are kicking in again. But I have to push him away.I don't only want him to get hurt by Selena but by me too.

I don't want to stop seeing him but I have to.

I love him too much to hurt him.

My heart hurts with the thought of leaving him.

I took one last look of myself and sat on my bed.

I checked my phone, I had a message from Ryan.

Ryan: " Hey, I miss you. wanna hang out with me and Fredo? "

Me: " I miss you so much Ryan. AND YES PLEASE! "

Ryan: " Okay, Okay. Haha.(: We'll pick you up later. See you later. I love you! "

I smiled after reading that message. Ryan can always put a smile on my face no matter what. i'm so glad he's in my life. He's like a brother to me.

Me: " I love you too! <3 " I texted back.

2 hours later

I needed to get some snacks to take to Ryan's house.

So I went to the grocery store.

I walked to where the brownies were.

I was staring at the ground while walking. I looked up and I completely froze.

" YN? "

It was David. He walked towards me.

" Hey how are you? " He asked.

" Are you fucking kidding me right now. " I said trying my best to stay calm.

" Look, i'm sorry " he grabbed my arm.

" Don't fucking touch me. " I yelled and pushed him away.

" I loved you YN. I don't know what I was thinking. "

" That's bullshit. "

" I'm sorry " he said.

" No you're not. " I simply said. I grabbed some brownies. " I have to go. " I walked away and got more snacks. I payed and walked to my car.

As i was unlocking the car door someone grabbed me. I quickly turned around.

" I already told you not to fucking touch me David. " I yelled.

He grabbed me even tighter.

Tears started running down my face. He was hurting me.

" You're not leaving me. You love me way too much. " he said.

I looked straight in his eyes. I don't love him. He scares me. And he hurt me really bad.

" David please let me go. " i said.

He let me go and pushed me really hard and made me fall.

" Fine leave bitch. I don't need you " he said and walked away.