Didi's POV
"Hey!" I looked over my shoulder to see who is calling. It was Christian. One of the famous students here in our university.
He is wearing a fitted white shirt paired with a beige long sleeves and black pants. He smiled at my direction which is so unusual. I looked at my back to see if his smiling at me or not but I didn't see anyone from behind.
"Stupid girl." He chuckled as he approach me.
"You talking to me?" I asked awkwardly. He nodded and smiled widely like a kid, showing me his braces.
Even though he have braces, almost half of the population of girls in the school likes him. He is the most matured in his group of friends. He is also so approachable . He is kind to everyone, one of the smartest in our batch and also the cutest.
"I want to talk to you about something." He said that makes my heart beats fast. I'm an anxious person and I'm afraid I did something bad to him without even knowing.
"Can't we talk here?" I asked when he started walking. I don't really like to talk to people in private because I might get the situation awkward. I'm really a boring person.
"Let's talk at the library." He said and continued walking.
We went to the library. I kept on following him as he went to the yearbook section. And there, he grabbed a familiar yearbook. A yearbook that looks like mine.
He seat on the floor and I seat at the opposite side, facing him. He scanned the yearbook as I continued to check him. Thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, deep eyes, pointed nose and cupid bow lips. How can someone be this good looking?
"You done checking me out?" I snapped to reality when he talked.
"Oh! Sorry about that."
"Why are we even here?" I asked. He just smiled and waved an envelope in the air. The envelope looks really old and dusty. It's has a bunny design on it and its color is pink.
"This is actually a love letter for me. When I was 11 years old, an annoying girl keeps on following me and keep on telling me that she likes me. I don't really care about her feelings at all. All I think about before is school and computer games." He looked at the envelope while smiling but an agony can be read in his eyes. Why is he telling me this?
"And then our graduation came. I thought her smiling face will welcome me which she usually do but then she didn't come. Wonder why she didn't attend?" He asked me while looking deeply into my eyes.
"Why are you telling me this, Christian? We aren't even friends." I frankly told him.
"Because she went to the States for her operation." He continued, not minding my question. I actually still have a class but I'm here in the library talking to a famous jock about his love life. This is so great. Ugh!
"She is actually sick and that is the time I realized that I like her too. But it's not because of her illness okay?" He chuckled. I faked a laugh.
"I like her because of her positive attitude. Her kindness towards everyone. Her fluffy cheeks. Her bangs. Her cute bag. Just everything about her. I can even tell that she is my first love." He looked at the blank space and smiled.
"And then?" I asked. I want this to be done.
"And then, you should also tell me your love story." He laughed.
"I don't have one. I really need to go, Christian. I'm sorry." I said and stand up but before I can ran away, he grabbed my arm.
"Please." He pleaded.
I don't really have a love story to tell but I want to leave already. I seat back to my place and put my bag on my lap.
"I don't really know why but I have this feeling that I like someone before. Unfortunately, I don't know his name, his face. I know nothing." I said, looking straight into his eyes.
"Why?" He asked.
"I have an amnesia. I don't really know what kind of amnesia I have but this is the kind that you'll forget some part of your memory permanently." I stated. This is the first time I told someone about me. And to think that this is the most tragic that happened to me.
"Why do you have an amnesia?" He asked curiously.
"I have an operation before. When we're going to the airport for our flight back here, we met an accident." I looked at his expression and he looked so surprise.
"I need to leave, Christian. Bye!" I said and run as fast as I could. He called my name many times but instead of stopping me, the librarian stopped him.
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Classes already ended. I went to my locker and when I open it, an envelope was there. It was the envelope that Christian showed me.
'Read this when you are ready to know everything. -Chan'
I went home, still holding the envelope in my hand. Today is really a weird day. Well, Christian is the weird one.
I immediately open the envelope after entering my room.
May 10
Dear Chan,
Congratulations! I'm so happy that we are finally going to middle school but also so sad that I will not be able to greet you personally. Chan, I'm going to the States for my operation. I actually have an illness that I could not bear to tell you but I'm still sending you this letter because I'm pretty sure this will be the last one. Did you keep all 142 letters I've sent to you? I hope you did :) This will be the 143 letter which means 'Iloveyou'. It's so silly right? I'm so young but I can already tell my feelings for you. Even though you don't talk to me, I'm still happy that you've read my letters. I hope that when I came back, you're still single haha But seriously, I hope you will not be the snob guy anymore. I hope you will be approachable and kind to everyone. Okay, this is the shortest letter I think but I already need to end this. Keep smiling, Bang Family's little angel.
Love,
Didi♡
I folded the letter and put it back to the envelope. So am I Christian's first love?
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