Control

Chapter 2

Hello thank you to @FoxyGirl937 for commenting on chapter one. Honestly when I came up with chapter one I didn't think of continuing but. WTH there's a first time for everything.

Chapter two ladies !

I turn the knob and let freezing water pelt my aching shoulders, slowly it warms to a delicious burn. What was that earlier ? I'm not gay to start with right ? Why didn't I try to stop him? Because ya I didn't even TRY to stop him. I was just really excited. And it felt so damn good.
Fuck

Little friend has popped his unwanted sensitive little head right up; to my belly button to be exact. Please go away.... saying please at all right now sends explicit images through my gutter of a mind. How his weight and heat kept me in place. His demanding breathy voice. The look of pure desire and dominance in his eyes. Fuck ...
my hand drifts to slowly stroke myself. Am I really going to do this ?
Jerk it to the thought of another guy in my shower ? Isn't that like admitting to being gay ? Or at least bi right ? Remembering his smell had me back at slowly dragging my palm up and down my cock.
Definitely bi. Alright so this is happening.
I grip tighter around myself and speed up just a bit. My head roles back as I stand in the middle of the stream of water. The warm water wandering down my body like his hands.
FUCK ... This feels so good "L-lotor " I moan out. My other hand traveling to my chest tweaking at my own nipples. Right now thinking of what I was doing and why was so lewd it was even hotter. I wanted lotor to control me. I could still feel his hand pinning my wrists and his ass pressed against me. My cock began to ache and heat pool in my stomach. " Submit to me " Ran through my head. I spilled my seed all over my hand then into the bottom of the tub as it dropped off in thick plops. "Oh my god ." Was all I could get out staring at my hand. Did I really just cum to the thought of being dominated.
I washed my hand clean then the rest of me. I wrapped a towel around my waist and walked back into my room.
This is ridiculous Keith. Get yourself together. I sat on the corner of my bed, my head hung low cradled in my palms. I need to talk to Shiro. He'd know what to say. I get up and rummage through my clothes until I pull out a clean outfit. The usual ; black pants , black shirt , socks, and boxers. I don't remember getting dressed by the time I walk out of my room. My mind is on auto pilot. Looking down quickly to make sure I did in fact dress before walking out; and letting out a sigh of relief when I was indeed clothed.

Shiros room was a few doors down so by the time I got there I really hadn't thought about what I'd say or what exactly needs to be talked about. I just knew I was confused and needed guidance. And who better than the person that was the team leader and my equivalents to a big brother ? How do I start this though ? I stood there. Frozen with fear. What if I'm weird? What if he thinks I'm weird ? "Keith?" Shiros voice broke me from my thoughts. "S-Shiro " was all I could get out. "Come in Keith. " he moved from the doorway to let me in. "What's going on?" He spoke gently after the door slid closed behind me. Do I look that distraught ? Probably. "I ... I don't know Shiro. I'm so confused ." I wrapped my arms around myself and dig my chin into my chest trying to melt into myself. I feel so exposed and uncomfortable. " you can tell me anything man.." he put his hand on my shoulder. Trying to comfort me. " I ..." I couldn't say it.

"You what Keith ? You didn't kill Pidge did you ?!" His voice rose an octave and his eyes widened and the look of shock came across his face. "What!? No ! Why would I kill Pidge ?? " I exclaimed . " Oh thank god " he sighed.
"Shiro why would I kill Pidge ?" I asked thankful for the change in subject. " No reason , don't worry about it ." He chuckled. " Now what has you all messed up ? It's gotta be pretty big to have the emo showing emotion that's not anger ." He joked.
We let out a little laugh. He was the only person that could joke about me like that. " Shiro. I... I think I'm gay ?" He didn't make a sound and I didn't look at him for a few seconds. " Okay, who's the lucky guy cool enough to catch your attention. He's really gotta be something special if you like him ."
That was not the response I was expecting. "Lotor. " my face heat up with embarrassment. "Ahh. Ya he is pretty cool. Although I think him and alura are warming up to each other. " The spotted raven had a thoughtful look in his face.
My heart sank. Shiro wasn't the type to gossip. So if he says they are cozying up then he has to of seen something substantial between them. "Then I guess that takes care of that problem. " I say with fake relief. Honestly I was a little disheartened. "I mean you never know bu-" I cut him off. "I'm going to bed. Will you tell Pidge and hunk I'm not hungry when they serve breakfast ? " I asked my brother.
" yea. I got ya ," was all he said just before I walked out back into the hall and to my room. And that's where I stayed for the next four days. I didn't come out to eat, drink, or train. I couldn't stop thinking about him. Why couldn't I get that fucking purple prince out of my head ??

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The raven was on his 5 th day of being alone in his room. Everyone was starting to really worry . "Why is he doing this ?" Alura asked Shiro. " I don't know ," he lied. He knew exactly why and it was starting to become difficult to control his temper around lotor because of it.
"Isn't this what Emos do before they off themselvs ? " lance asked Pidge. "It is a sign of depression yes." Pidge confirmed for the Cuban. "Should someone.. I dunno check on him. Make sure he didn't kill himself or something ? " lance said very blasély. "Lance !" Shiro reprimanded. But he was right. Everyone was thinking it. The tan boy was just the only one to say anything. Just then lotor saunters into the room and alura perks up practically skipping to his side. "Hello, how are you?" She asks. Seemingly forgetting about the used - to - be - Paladin altogether .

"I'm fine thank you," he replies churlishly to the Altean princess. "So noes goes or do we draw straws , oh no I know ! Hunger games style ! " lance spouts off. "What are you going on about ?" The white haired male asks. Not particularly interested but anything was better than going back to that god forsaken ship he was building right then. "Trying to see who checks on mullet head,". He replies.
This however peaked his interest. "Why ?" The prince asks. Shiro steps in to explain things. " he's been locked up in his room five days now. No ones seen him. We're worried. " he says.
"I'll do it. ". Everyone looks at lotor.
"Well dang it there goes the hunger games idea ! " the new red Paladin throws his hands up in mock defeat . Alura, Curran , and lotor all look at him quizzically. "I'll show you the movies later. " Pidge tells them.
Lotor grabs a cup of something to drink then turns to walk away soon after freezing in place not far from the door he just came in , with a thoughtful look on his face. He then turns back around and grabs another cup, everyone assumes for Keith. He then finally makes his exit leaving everyone a bit amused due to his uncertain actions. Shouldn't a prince radiate confidence ? He did anything but at that moment.

The whole walk to Keith's room lotor ran through what he was going to say when he finally saw the raven haired man. What could he say really ?
"Keith why are you held up in here ?@. No. "My love, no need to be in distress ."  Maybe.  "Little blade , please indulge in my selfish needs and come out ?"  Fuck this was hard , he thought.
The halls seemed to short in that moment. It seemed he reached the dreaded room in no time. Enforce he could back out of it he knocked on the door with one hand while holding both ceramic rose gold mugs in the other.  A few seconds pass. Was he asleep ? The prince didn't want to seem pushy by knocking to soon again. But he also didn't want to come off as uncaring if he waited to long. A minute goes by. The purple prince knocks again; this time calling Keith's name along with it. A whimper from behind the door reached his pointed ears. Was he in pain ??!  Lotor presses his free hand to the panel to the right of the door causing it to open. What he saw he never would have expected ....

I updated a little early simply because word count is now at 1,588, aaaannnnnd I wanted to try the whole cliffhanger approach. Next chapter will be quite a bit longer due to this early update , thank you for reading !