Endless What ifs. (a ViceRylle story)

5 years: The escape to reality

Karylle's POV

"But k please! listen first.."

"Bitawan mo nga ko!"

"Why will I listen to you?! Puro kasinungalingan lang naman ang laman ng bibig mo! Kung hindi lang dahil sa barkada matagal na kong tumiwalag sa business na 'to! Pero dahil professional ako at mahal ko sila, tiniis ko lahat! Ngayong tapos na masaya ka na??? Successful right?!"

"Di ko sinasadya Karylle, give me another chance. Please K!"

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Time check: 7:00am

*kriiiiiiiiiiing (tunog ng alarm clock yan wag choosy haha)

Nagising ako sa tunog ng alarm clock ko. Tinatamad mang bumangon dahil malamig, pinilit kong imulat ang mga mata ko.

Once again, I had that same old dream with same old people and same old memories in it. Limang taon na ang nakalipas simula nang mangyari lahat yun. But even if five long years have passed, sariwang sariwa pa rin ang mga pangyayari sa utak ko at halos araw-araw ko pa rin itong napapanaginipan at naiisip.

Madaming naiwang tanong sa utak ko na hindi nabigyan ng chance masagot. but nevertheless, eto pa rin ako, matatag na lumalaban for my family and for my dreams.

Just like what they say, past is past. Siguro nga may mga bagay lang talaga na hindi na kailangan pang balikan at may mga tanong na mananatili na lamang na isang tanong at hindi kailanman masasagot pa.

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It was a sunny but cold day here in Paris when I woke up. It's Monday again. Start of a new week for me. Yes, I'm here in Paris. Halos 5 years na ko rito, living my dreams, doing what I love, and living life to the fullest.

Mahirap mang malayo sa family ko sa Pilipinas, kinakaya ko dahil alam kong todo ang suporta nila sa'kin.

I'm currently working as a stage actress for Je t'aime Productions, a European based theater group na kilalang kilala sa buong mundo. With God's grace, sa pagsisikap ko, at sa support ng family ko, I auditioned and I became one of their stage actresses.

Sa umpisa puro supporting roles lang ang ginagampanan ko, which is ok na ok na sa'kin dahil I'm living my dreams and at the same time, I'm giving honor for our country.

After a year, mas dumami pa ang mga theater plays na ginagawa namin all around the world at dahil passion ko ito, nakita nila ang pagmamahal ko sa trabaho ko kaya mas napansin nila ang kakayanan ko.

This year, our theater group was chosen to play a walt disney original film and luckily, I was able to get the lead role for the play entitled, Cinderella na ipapalabas nila all over Europe and Asia. I'm so happy that I became a part of this family. Sabi nga nila, wala na nga talaga kong mahihiling pa.

When I flew here in Paris, I am very positive na makakalimutan ko lahat ng mga hindi magandang pangyayaring naiwan ko sa Pilipinas.

It became my second home.

My escape for reality.

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