(JIN P.O. V)
"Let's go get lunch together" my friend Yoongi suggested as we were leaving class.
"Can't sorry, I signed up for the art model thing Mr. Woo spoke about a while back? The class is in like 20 minutes sorry Yoongi,"
"Oh, it's fine~ I'll go get lunch with Hoseok then," I nodded happy that he understood, I said goodbye to him and we parted ways, I headed to the art block in a hurry.
When I got there, I saw Mrs. Hwang waiting. "Gosh sorry am I late? My class went longer than planned" I said in a hurry.
"Your fine don't worry, you can go in I'm waiting for one of my students to get here," she said with a smile, I nodded and went into class.
I saw a chair in the middle of the room with easels set up in a circle, I greeted the students and took a seat, I saw all the spaces were filled except for one.
It must be the student who isn't here yet, we sat there for a little while, the door opened revealing Mrs. Hwang coming into the room and a guy following behind he was around 170 cm he had jet black hair a cute face, he was quite skinny making me wonder if he even ate, he was looking down the whole time but when he looked up his eyes looked empty and dull.
He sat down in the empty space, and Mrs. Hwang started explaining the assignment. It was to draw me in any pose they wanted, I was literally just here for my face and body.
My eyes stayed on the guy who came late, he seemed quite unwilling and the multiple sighs that left him were quite something.
As time passed, he seemed to be getting more and more frustrated, I saw Mrs. Hwang looking at him with concern.
The classroom was quiet, you could hear a pin drop that was until suddenly someone threw something with a grunt and I saw the canvas fall off the easel from the guy of earlier, he grabbed his bag and left the classroom in a hurry slamming the door behind him.
Mrs. Hwang called after him a few times, his name is Gyuhan, I'll ask Mrs. Hwang what's going on.
Class ended, the students leaving one by one, I got up and walked over to Mrs. Hwang who was sitting at her desk.
"Oh, Seokjin can I help you?" She asked
"I just wanted to hear the guy who stormed but earlier is he okay?"
"Ah Gyuhan? I'm not sure honestly, he is the art programs best artist, he has a lot of pressure on him he takes part in many competitions and things like that, but lately he hasn't been himself? His eyes are dull and he gets frustrated when doing art or he does nothing at all,"
"Oh he sounds like he is going through what my friend did," I said in a serious tone.
"You mean THAT friend," she asks shocked
"Ne, he was quite stressed with his music, he relied on it a lot, but all that stress started to destroy the passion he had for music until the point where he did what he did... and as you know he is no longer here with us today,"
"Gosh, I sure do miss him, Hyunmin was a great musician, but Jin you don't think that will happen to Gyuhan... right?"
"I want to say it won't but I'm not sure," I said nervously.
"What do we do Jin?" She asked concerned
"I can try and befriend him? try to help him?"
"Okay, keep me updated. Also have you ever found the guy Hyunmin was dating? I wonder how he is doing after everything?"
"I couldn't, Hyunmin never introduced the guy to us,"
"Oh I see,"
After our conversation I left the classroom, I had no other classes, and I was planning on going to the on-campus cafe before heading home since my friend, Jimin worked there.
When I got to the café I was quite shocked, the place was so full it was crazy. I headed in and went to stand in line to order myself some tea.
When I got to the front I saw Jimin flash me a smile," hello hyung do you want the usual?" He asked, and I nodded. He placed my order and apologized saying it was going to take a bit longer than usual because their boss told his co-worker to take a break because he has been quite off the last while.
Telling him I understood and added that I will not look for an empty spot and wait, I scanned through the café and saw a boy sitting in a booth alone, he looked up and looked around and then I realized it was the boy from earlier.
I walked up to the table, "hi ah can I maybe sit here? While I wait for my drink?" I asked, he looked at me with his big dull eyes, "sure knock yourself out" he said in an almost inaudible voice.
I took a seat across him and looked around unsure of what to say, " oh you were in art earlier right?" I asked trying to talk to him
"Yeah, for like a whole 20 minutes," he said and sighed.
"I wanted to ask if you were alright? You looked stressed earlier?"
"It's nothing to worry about," he said softly while looking down if only he knew that I knew it was something to worry about.
"Plus you don't even know me so why worry about me?" He said suddenly.
"Whether I know you or not, I worry you look sad and I want to make sure you are okay," I said, with a small smile.
He looked at me with one brow raised "is that you trying to use a pick up line? Or is it just pure concern?"
"It's concern," I said smiling.
"Oh well then thanks I guess,"
"No problem, by the way, I'm SeokJin, I'm a photography and modeling major in my last year," I said
"Hmm explains a lot," he said
"I'm GyuHan nice to meet you Seokjin, I'm in my third year of art,"
"Nice to meet you Gyuhan,"
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