new friends

thirty two

-emma-

today we're going out on a boat and taking pictures

we're supposed to be going snorkeling and i want to but no one else will and i don't want to that shit by myself

i put on my highlighter yellow top and high waisted black bottoms

we went out to the boat and everyone got on

is anyone actually going to snorkel

the instructor asked

me

i was the only one who said yes

i'll do it with you emma

ellie said

thank you

we took so many pictures and after we were done ellie and i got in the water and went snorkeling

it was so beautiful

i wish grayson was here to see it

i miss him a lot

after like 10 mins we got back on the boat

how was it

it was amazing

emma how do you look good after you got out of the water what the fuck

thanks t

teala has really been kissing my ass these past couple days and i like it but it's kind of annoying

whenever she can she's like omg emma you're so gorgeous or how do you look so good wtf

i like the compliments but it's getting on my nerves

we've been here for two days

now we're going back to our home and relaxing

-grayson-

i can't sleep

i can't eat

i can't function

and it's only been two days

james says it's cute but i'm too clingy

i can't help it though

i need her home

and i can't text or call her because she has no service at all

i'm freaking out

i text her all the time but they don't go through

ethan is too but not as bad

my separation anxiety is crazy

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short fuller i has so much crazy shit plotted but i can't put it in yet and it's stressing me out lmao