No matter how hard Jungkook slapped himself countless times. He would never be enough. Since the beginning he knew Jimin was more than perfect yet he had been the mate of the latter's. Now he knows he should've never made this mistake.
He wiped tears as more came. He sat on the floor helplessly. It was their house. He thought of leaving it tomorrow. Its too much to live in. He might have to beg the neighbour Jin to give him a job in his cafe. Maybe he would. The older liked him.
Then what after his death? He thought of never to let Jimin know about the pup in his stomach. That'll ruin his happiness with Yoongi. He can't see that.
He decided to put the baby in the orphanage he grown up at.
His throat dried. He's only 20 he'll have to die. He never wanted that but fate. His child will think of him as a bad mommy then?
He caressed his stomach. He couldn't speak because of the tears and hiccups. But eventually he did.
"Mommy is bad baby. He is. But he loves you a lot. He loves daddy too. But daddy doesn't." He bit his lips to stop the hiccups, " I'll never tell daddy about you. He happiness would be vanished. I'm sorry. His happiness is my everything you know......"
He couldn't stay still. The baby needed to eat. No matter how hard it was for him to swallow the food he did. For his baby.
Its gonna be a hard journey. But he'll make it. He touched his mating mark it always kept him going on.
Even now when it doesn't even mean anything its giving him the power. Thank god even if the bond is broken even if Jimin broke him before leaving him he left the mark.
It wont vanish until he dies.
Why was life so mean? No good start now no good end. He could only blame himself.
A/n- so gloomy
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Short Story/completed/ Jimin left Jungkook..... pregnant /Spin off/ Jungkook left Jimin.......pregnant #84 in short story #7 in alphaomega
