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Tommy Hilfiger

So I'm not sure what I want to do with my life, like at all. School starting soon and I can't even decide what I want to look like, who to hang out with, or how to act. Class clown? Nope I'd just look obnoxious. Preppy girl? Naw too much money. Stoner? No they don't usually go to college. Now what's a mix between stoner and preppy girl? Tommy? Yes, Tommy Hilfiger. Now I know that this might not make any sense right now but believe me it will. I smoke and I drink but I don't want to come off as that person because that doesn't define me. It's something that I do and I enjoy to do, but I also want to be perceived as a nice, funny, cute girl, who also so happens to smoke and drink. Yikes that doesn't sound too good on my part but bare with me. Smoking weed calms me down on part of my anxiety. I literally get so anxious I have Vasal Vagal, but that's another chapter. Anyways, drinking is just fun. Now I don't do either of these things often, but when I do I feel calm and almost at peace. But I also love being preppy without having to seem super uptight and frigid. Everyone loves a certain brand and Tommy just so happens to be a brand I'm obsessed with. Tommy is very comfy but still super stylish, or at least that's what I think. I feel that the things you do in your lifetime define you, but not as much as you define it. You smoke the weed it doesn't smoke you. You drink the alcohol it doesn't drink you. I know it seems I'm high right now but I'm not. I'm just want everyone to know that they can't be defined by what they drink or do, but how they do it. Wow this post was all over the place but I hope overall you get my message!