So I want to start off that I don't hate anyone. I could never wish anyone dead. Even if they put harm into other. When I have differences with people, instead of trying to fight or make it a big deal, I'm at this point where I give up. I give up fighting a battle I know will only end badly. Now I'm not saying I'm going to either not be friends or be best friends. I'm only going to distance myself from toxicity that they give to me and let them decide whether they want to change or just go their separate ways. I feel I could be writing this for a lot of people In my life. I feel detached from society as in I'm alone. I have friends but I'm cut off, like a Kite that is able to only fly a certain height because the string isn't long enough. If only I was able to tie more string into that rope to make the kite fly higher. But I'm at that point in life where I'm not sure how I'd do that. I'm currently sitting in my room listening to 60s music and trying to understand my feelings. I love people but not the same way others do. After everything I've been through the past 9 years I've come to recognize that I don't trust people enough to love someone. Sure I love my mom and my puppy but that's about it. My family has distanced themselves from us and only reach out when it benefits them. That's like a lot of my friends. They only reach out when they want to get something out of it. But I guess that's what everyone does nowadays . They only do something when I could potentially benefit them. I don't know I just think half of our society is evolving and the other isn't. Hoping to understand but I know I never will. Why are we really here and why should people have to suffer the idea of not knowing?
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PoetrySo these aren't really stories every chapter is a new poem I've been writing to express my feelings towards life, people, even relationships. Hope you enjo
