"Brother?.."
"Where's mom?!"He yelled
Emotionless I looked at him and sobbed uncontrollably
He hugged me and whispered in my ear that everything would be ok
But it never will
It never has
I grabbed his wrist and quickly ran to mom who was laying on the floor unconscious, he called and ambulance and the police
Time painfully flew
I told him to stay with mom and I'll clear the house so that when she was back everything will be just like she would like it to be
They left
Empty
Broken
Shattered
Tortured
Nothing ever changes,does it
I began to pick up the porcelain pieces of the floor from the broken verses, being the useless crap that I am I cut my hand and instantly started bleeding
Fuck
Nothing changes
Nothing will ever change will it?
...
~3 months later~
"Has she woken up yet Eun?" My brothers concerned voice spoke from the phone
I looked at her body that was laying with an oxygen mask on that imprisoning hospital bed
"No..." I replied
Be strong she'll wake up he said
Yet he's been saying that for the past three months, Mother I'm sorry I've failed you
"The doctors have asked me to reconsider about disconnecting her..." a crack on my voice came out and was accompanied by a couple of tears
"And-"
"No, the doctors are wrong, she just needs time she'll wake up Eun"he said desperately
"Brother...She's suffering stuck to a machine that gives her limited amount of oxygen everyday!"
"I don't care! She can't go! She can't leave us..." a crack in his voice came out aswell
I understood where he came from he was hurt
So was I
But so was she
"This is all your fucking fault! You left her alone knowing he could come any minute! You let her slowly die! You left her!"his yelling was slowly and very painfully digging into my brain
He hang up
I put my phone away and looked down at her
"I failed you..."I whispered
I failed you
Tears flowing down my cheeks I kissed her forehead and left the hospital
A sworn of depression filled every little cell on my body and controlled me, lead me, pushed me
I felt the wind screaming at me
As I looked around me I realised I was on the edge of a bridge
When had I got here? When did I climb this? Why haven't I jumped of yet. I deserve to die
"GOD TAKE MY LIFE BUT NOT HERS"
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