Blackpink were on a plane to Japan for their concert over there. Lisa was looking through the window holding onto her blanket as if it was going to fade away if she didn't.
"Lisa c'mon you always with that thing" "Sush." she answered coldly while only holding harder onto it "And it's not a "thing" it's something special. If you ever loved someone apart from yourself you'd know" She angrily spit at Jennie, of course not meaning a word of what she just said.
"Who told you I didn't love someone else?!" The eldest said irritated "Anyways, why's that so special that you can't be apart from it for a second? I mean I do have things at home that are important to me-"
Lisa stopped paying attention to her, she was once again lost in thought. A practice that became regular ever since Y/N left two years ago.
But why? Why would she still think about her? She broke her heart years ago, they never where "a thing", but the only feeling about what it could be broke her every time.
"Lisa...?" Jisoo, who was just curious about Jennie's incessant rambling came closer and noticed Lisa was tearing up.
"You dumbass, stop already you're making her cry" She reprimanded Jennie. The girl stoped and got surprised noticing Lisa's state.
Jisoo came closer and seated beside her, this successfully getting the maknae out of her trauma.
"Hey...what's wrong? You know you don't have to act all tough around us" The eldest said encouraging her to speak her thoughts.
"It's just-" Lisa started, still debating if it was worth it or not to speak about it
"Just... Y/N" she released a deep sigh
"You're not over her yet are you?" Jennie said getting closer too as Lisa started playing with the blanket.
"I really want to get over her, but...I don't know, ugh" She said a little annoyed about the fact that she couldn't get the girl out of her thoughts.
"We didn't even were a thing but here I am, still thinking about her every damn moment" she said, obviously she knew why the girl was still wandering in her thoughts. How couldn't she after all those late night messages? all those planned dates that never took place, after that kiss; the only one they ever shared but still felt like magic everytime she thought about it, but it all just faded away as if it never happened. And that is what hurts the most, knowing and had imagined all that it could be. But never was.
Lisa ignored all those thoughts and continued. "Like, I know she's already seeing someone else, and she's perfect for her...god. That should have been enough for me to see it was over." She said as she started tearing up once again
"Oh baby, we don't choose who we love you know? Even when we know the truth about a person we can't change our feelings towards them." Jennie said wiping out the tears that flowed down the maknae's cheeks
"Yeah," Jisoo continued "the heart wants what it wants, and sometimes even after years you wake up only to discover, that love is still not totally over. Also even though you weren't dating you were the happiest when you were together, we all noticed that."
"Then why she left, why did she just left me behind right after I told her my feelings?? Didn't she love me back? Was she afraid of something?? Just...why?" She said finally crying all the things she had been thinking out, her members embracing and trying to reassure her everything will be fine someday.
After Lisa calmed down and was able to speak again a couple of minutes later, she softly continued.
"that's why it's special... it's from the last time I ever saw her..." She said sadly staring at the now covered in tears blanket.
"I didn't even said goodbye..."
"You know that's it, you never got a closure... Maybe that's why you keep thinking about her all this time" Jennie said trying to think about a solution to her younger member's situation
"Plus, you have that to remember her anytime" Jisoo said pointing at the blanket
After a long pause Lisa broke the silence.
"Maybe, I should she her again..."
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---------------------------------------------- A/N: Ooooof idk what happened here Just some random inspiration I think Sorry it's shitty, idk how to write lmao
So yeah, this was some "random" inspiration I got based on my life lmao I just realised I'm still not over this guy even after like 9 months,,, buuuut that's some shit you probably don't wanna know sksks
Soft moms making an appearance, we all know Bp doesn't has a leader but Jenchu do a great work caring for their members even when Jisoo pretends she doesn't care most of the time and Jen has this strong stage presence and acts all tough. We know moms are soft for their children
Maybe I can do a part 2 about this? 👀 Maybe it can happen maybe not lmao
Thoughts?
Things I have in my drafts as for now... 💕Soft Jennie being a scaredy cat And 💕Soft Rosie getting angry (i promise this will be SOFT)
Yeah so after this I thing fluff will get over this book again
Oof it's almost 2AM and I said I was going to sleep since 12AM lmao also I have to get up in like 5 hours for school rip
Alsox2 this is the first chapter ever I read more than twice before publishing lmaooo
So since I read it like a hundred times I guess it's kind of edited, I don't promise anything though
