Do I Love You?

Chapter 23

Instead of going to the toilet we were heading to the rooftop. Why were we going there?! We were going up the stairs and I had to admit, as fit as I am I got tired even though we only had gone a quarter of the way!

Jungkook and Taehyung were already up there. I heard shouts but I had no idea what they were saying. I quickened my pace and ascended faster. When I reached I gasped.

Taehyung was about to jump off the roof! Jungkook was trying to get him down....what do I do?!

Y/n- Taehyung!! Stop!!

Taehyung looked at me with s shocked look...his eyes were red again but not puffy..as if he had only started crying recently.

Jungkook- Tae get down!!! Please!!

Taehyung- Let me go!

I ran up nest to jungkook and helped him pull Tae down. Tae was shouting and was and tying to strangle free but lukily Jungkook was strong and I ....wel I was still helping some how.

Finally we got Tae to calm down and sit down. Jungkook hugged Tae tightly.

Jungkook- Hyung what were you thinking?!

Tae-......

Y/n- Are you out of your mind?!

Tae- You wouldn't understand, okay? Why are you even here?

Y/n- I....I got um...worried...

Tae looked at me shocked.

Tae- You were...worried...about me? So you still have feelings for me?

I didn't know what to say....how do I answer...but to tell the truth I still loved him.....

Y/n- i...i don't know....okay? I have being going through a lot of things lately and its hard ....... Just...try and understand okay?

Jungkook- I will umm...leave you guys to it then...or should I stay?

Tae- Yah! Shut up and both of you go away and leave me alone!

Jungkook- but hyung your going to-

Tae- I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY!

I flinched when he raised his voice. I decided to leave but Jungkook held my hand and stopped me.
I looked at him.

Jungkook- No hyung we are not leaving!

Tae- I will be okay! Just leave me alone!

I pulled Jungkook away, hoping everything would be okay.....but I had a doubt it would...

When we came down the stairs Jungkook suddenly stopped.

Jungkook- Y/n we can't leave him alone! He will kill himself! Why don't you understand?! You know he still-

Y/n- I know that he still loves me...i think...I just want to see if he actually hurts himself for me...

Jungkook just looked at me shocked.

Jungkook- Y/n there are other ways to do that! You can't just wait for him to jump of the roof!

That is actually right....that roof is pretty high....oh y/n you pabo! what have you done?!

I ran up to the roof with Jungkook following me.

Jungkook- Y/n wait up!

When we arrived I gased.

Y/n- Taehyung stop please!

Taehyung looked at me.

He mouthed the words 'I love You' And then jumped.

Y/n- Taehyung!

Jungkook- Hyung!

I had tears in my eyes. This was all my fault! If only i had said I love him before he jumped, he wouldn't have jumped off. I fell to the ground and started crying. I was crying really hard. Y/n this is all your fault and you can't do anything to fix it.

Skip Time......

I was sitting in the hospital on a bench crying. Lisa, Jisoo, Jennie and Rose were comforting me. But all there comforting didn't help.

Namjoon was just pacing back and forth on the floor grumbling stuff. Jungkook, Jimin and Hoseok were sitting on the bench opposite mine and whispering things and had worried expressions on there faces. Jin and Yoongi were talking to the receptionist.

I really wanted to see Tae. His cute smile and his calm voice....why did he have to jump of the roof in all the ways he could show he loves me?

Suddenly the doctor came out of the room which Tae was in and he had a straight face so I did not know if he had good news or bad news.

Yoongi ran up to the doctor and talked. After a while he came back and we were looking at him for answers.

Yoongi- Do you guys want good news or bad news?

Namjoon- Good news first.

We all nodded.

Yoongi- Well Luckily Tae is okay!

We all smiled. I sighed a huge sigh of relief.

Jin- Well then, whats the bad news?

We all looked at Yoongi worriedly.

Yoongi- Well although Tae is Okay he is still pretty injured so only one of us can go and see him for now.

Jin- I should go.

Jungkook- But I want to see hyung!

Namjoon- I will go.

While all of them were arguing I just sat there. As much as I wanted to go i knew how much these guys loved Tae...and all of this was my fault, so why should I go in there?

Suddenly Irene came running to us. Why does this girl have to come at the worst times.

Irene- I heard Tae was hurt so I came to see him.

Namjoon- Why did you come? You are not even that special to Tae

I heard Jungkook laugh but cover it with a cough.

Irene- I am his girlfriend

Those words hurt my heart. But as if that was true. Tae said i love you to me before he jumped off.

Jin laughed.

Jin- You know Tae doesn't love you right?

Irene- What?! Ofcourse he loves me and I heard what you guys were talking about before, adn I think that I should be the one to see Tae right now. He needs my love!

Ugh! That girl is so annoying!

Doctor- Uhh guys, Mr Kim chose who he wants to see ....

We all looked up at him.

Irene- Its me right?

Doctor- Umm who are you?

Irene- I am Kim Taehyung's girlfriend Irene.

Doctor- Sorry but he does not want to see anyone called Irene...He wants to see umm..Kim Y/n.

I looked up at him surprised. Tae wanted to see me?

Doctor- Who is Kim Y/n?

I slowely stood up.

Irene glared at me and then walked away.

Doctor- This way please.

I followed the doctor into Tae's room....But I was worried..how was I going to face him?

Hi guys!
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