Do I Love You?

Chapter 24

I walked into Tae's room. There he was. Layed down on his bed with his eyes closed.

Doc- He is just sleeping, he will wake up soon.

I just nodded. Even though he looked so cute while sleeping it crushed my heart to see him in this condition. It was all my fault! If only I had not misunderstood Tae and Tzuyu when they kiseed. UGH! I hat myself right now. Just looking at Tae makes me want to suicide. Why do I even live?!

While I was thinking about all this I didn't realise that I was crying. A hand touched my face and wiped the tears. I suddenly looked up and realised that it was Tae's hand!

He just looked at me and slighlty smiled.

Y/n- Tae....I am really sory..this is all my fault!

I started crying again.

Tae- Shh...Its okay, how is it all your fault? Its my fault...I should have moved on after I found out that you were with Jimin.....

I shook my head.

Y/n- I was with Jimin because I misunderstood you and Tzuyu...and then after I forgave you I forgot I was already with Jimin......and then when I saw you with Irene i thought you were really mad at me and didn't love me anymore.....I am really sorry....

Tae- Calm down....everything is going to be fine now...

He smiled. But i knew that it wasn't going to be fine.....I had feelings for tae...But I also loved Jimin how do I choose?

Y/n- BUt Tae.....

Tae- yeah?

Y/n- I have feelings for Jimin too.....I just don't know who to choose....I can't be with you and break his heart....but we can still be really really good friends....as much as I love you I love you...I have feeling for Jimin too...I'm sorry....

Tae just frowned....

Tae- Oh well...can't force you...Its okay...atleast we can still be friends?

I just nodded and smiled. I was happy he understood how I felt.

Y/n- Thanks for understanding Tae, you are a really good friend.

He smiled.

Doc- Miss Kim?

I looked at the doctor

Doc- Your time is up, you have to leave now.

Those words brought tears to my eyes, I wanted to stay with Tae longer...

tae- Its okay, I will see you at school i a few days anyway.

He smiled. I smiled back.

I kissed him on the cheek.

Y/n- Get well soon.

He nodded . Then I walked out of the room. I felt like crying. I already missed Tae. But I kept strong. You can do it Y/n, you will see Tae again, its not like he is gone forever.

When I came out, I saw all my friends looking at me for answers.

Y/n- What?

Namjoon- What do you mean what? Tell us how Tae is.

Y/n- Oh...well umm he is....good, the doctor said he will be better in a few days and can come to school after that too.

Everyone looked relieved.

Jennie- Hey Y/n can we talk for a while...alone?

I nodded and walked up to her and the other girls.