Crush #384

Chapter 6 (Confusion)

The next day we had another project to do but this time we were put in groups. I was praying that I was in a group with my friends and not Minho or mystery guy. Our teacher posted the groups on the board and of course, I was in a group with Minho. My heart dropped. I lost track of everything I was doing and started bumping into random people so I decided to sit at my seat until some people got with their groups. I was on my phone when I heard someone with a deep voice call my name. I looked up and it was Minho. He was telling me to come and sit with him and his friends and the rest of our group. I walked over to him and sat about two seats behind him. I had grabbed a laptop and started to sign in when he turned around and said "you can come sit next to me so we can work together." I was literally shaking. How could I dislike him after he did that. I still tried my hardest to ignore him but that was impossible. He kept talking and his deep voice was so distracting and the way he talked was so attractive. The way he dressed was so attractive. Everything about him was so attractive. Eventually him and I started to talk about the work and someone kept messing up slides on our presentation and he kept making jokes about it and all I could do was laugh. I still didnt say much though but he just kept smiling. This was the first time I had actually talked to him and actually been this close to him. Normally when I have a crush that I dont talk to I just try keep my distance so I dont seem like a creep. I noticed so many new things about him. I had no idea he had braces and he had the cutest smile. His other friends who were working in the hallway even asked him to come out there with them and he said no because I was wearing a dress and he didnt want me to have to sit on the floor. I was falling for him all over again. Stupid me.
After we finished our projects we were put into new groups. In these groups we had to explain what we researched in the group before. I was kind of hoping that I'd be in a group with Minho again so we could talk longer. The teacher posted the new groups on the board and thankfully one of my friends were in my group. I sat by my group and started to prepare for my explanation when I saw this tall figure stand next to me. Of course it was mystery guy. He had such a serious but calm look on his face and just looked me in my eyes and walked around to the other side of me. Still standing he asked "Is this group four?" And I said yes. That was the first time I had heard him talk and his voice was perfectly deep and so smoothe. I could listen to him talk all day. He sat far behind our group in his seat but he was still listening and looking right at me. He seemed like he had this careless stupid boy attitude so I was slowly starting to not care again. That's when I noticed Minho on the other side of the classroom watching both of us with the same look of caringness but deep down. I was so confused. I was also wondering why mystery guy was so antisocial. But it was attractive. I started wondering why he didnt sit in the open seat next to me with our group. I wished he did. I kept glancing behind me at him trying to figure out if he was listening or if he was okay and he was just sitting there looking at me with the same calm emotionless face. There was something about him that I was attracted to. Something that made me want to be near him, be close to him. Eventually it was my turn to explain my research and right when my friend looked at me and said "Cassie it's your turn." I saw him stand up. So I stopped. He started to walk closer and he did it. He sat right next to me. He turned towards me and just looked as I read and explained everything. A couple people were talking to eachother and others weren't even paying attention but he was just looking at me with a face that said "you have my undivided attention". It was beautiful. After I finished he wanted to explain his research and that's when my friend said his name "mason". I finally knew his name. I gave him my undivided attention. He proved me wrong. He wasnt stupid at all and he obviously cared. He seemed smarter than me and that made him even more attractive. The next person was supposed to speak but he said he didnt feel like it so our group just sat there and I was getting bored and I couldnt keep glancing back and forth at Mason while he stared at me with that same blank face. It was like he was observing me in a way and I was doing the same with him. So I said "hey who's going next?" And he sat up and said " yeah can the next person go so we can finish" and all I could do was just look at him. No one else heard me say that. I'm a quiet person in general so I wasnt surprised but when I heard him say that I knew he was listening.