Passion and agony

Chapter 7

Jay's POV

I missed her, could not bring it in surface to tell her but I did miss her. I was scared losing her. Honestly yes, I did feel insecure. But then this distance was a test. For both if us. If our love is true. It won't be affected by mere distance. And as her flight boarded and she had that teary eyes. It was me who stopped her. I wanted her to fly. I didn't wanted to to ground her just because I am in love with her. I controlled myself. And now when it's just few hours that she is gone

I miss her so much.

She must have landed the transit airport, I thought I should call her

As I tried to make the move I got her email

"And that day arrived, the day I had dreamed of from so long. I had imagine that this day would be the most grand celebration of my life.

The locket in my neck touches my skin. And that's enough to surface all emotions. The cold metal caresses me as you would do. It gently makes me feel more loved. It reminds me I am in your memories. It reminds that we are eternal.

We are different in so many things, and we accept each other with pride.

Nothing more relaxing than thinking about you, day and night. Each passing moment.

All your memories, right from the time we met. For national conferences to our extremely heated kisses. Nothing can be forgotten.

We loved each other with passion, compassion and desire.

We are a lighting in sky. We burned and shone.

You brought me out of a deadly circle, and black clouds following me. You became my guiding light.

They told me that there are no heavens before death..

No salvation, no eternity.

Life is cruel... I was thought this ever since I was young.

But cruel was such an understatement. It was horrifying. Much more horrifying when you lose all control,

And one day, everything that you were battling for comes to an end. And we call it eternal peace.

We fight for illusions, we try to conquer illusions, we pray success of illusions.

We weaved our world, our lives out of illusion.

Where reality has no priority or preference nor any attention

The only reality is love..

Love is eternal, ever living, alive, that feels and makes us feel.

It transforms lives, transcend forms. It fuels, it nourishes"

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