The Show Must Go On

When my world starts to fall

After the mysterious guy, stepped into the trailer, to find a empty desk to stand the flowers upon and he finally emerged behind the giant flower bouquet, Christina was surprised to find an attractive young man to appear.

The men had a tall appearance, but than again what isn't tall for a 5'2 feet high blonde bombshell. He also had an athletical body and a weirdly attractive baby face. 'Oh, I'm so sorry, I forgot, it's been a while since I've done this. I'm Matthew Rutler, your set production assistant. I know that's a mouth full, huh?', Matt said jokingly to break the ice. 'I have a list of Job description as well, but I'm mostly a singer and today I finally can add actress to it.', Christina stated full out excitement. 'It's nice to Meet you actress Christina. You can call me Matt by the way.', Matthew said with a Wink. 'Nice to Meet you too.'.

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Christina and Jordan spent the evening playing chess and other boardgames, like they used to do, when they had time for themselfs. 'Hah, I won! I'm the Queen of boardgames! You know what that means, right? Mommy and Daddy will go out tonight and partyyy!', Christina screamed at the top of her lungs and did a little happy-dance, but as she looked across the table, she saw a motionless Jordan, staring holes into the wall behind her. 'What is wrong, Jordan? Everything good?' 'Oh, it's nothing.', Jordan warded off. 'If you ain't going to talk to your wife, with whom else will you talk?'; Christina determined a little hurt. 'You really want to know?'; 'Sure I want to!'. 'Well, this is the first time in weeks, we spent together and you really want to go out clubbing, are you serious? I thought we would at least spent some quality time together.', Jordan admitted hurt. 'Uhm, we are going to spent some time together! We will dance and drink a little, I don't even remember the last time we did that! I wasn't really anywhere since I've had Max, either you were in NY or we Were too tired to go anywhere. I feel like all we do is just spent time apart, time with Max, playing boardgames or watching TV. I haven't really been taken out by you, or even left the house to have some fun time. All I do is take care of Max, which I love to do or act at the Studio. We really haven't had Mommy and Daddy-Date nights, in awhile. All we actually do is spend the evenings together, because either are you traveling the world or I'm working. I really miss going out.' 'Yeah, and that is what really bugs me. When you said, you wanted an acting role, I don't expected it to consume you so much. I barely See you.' 'Excuse you? Now, I am the one that doesn't has time for family? I was the one who stayed at home after Max. While You jumped right into work, like nothing has happened and now when it's finally time for me to Start working a little again, You tell me, I don't have time for you? I put a lot of effort into seeing you, while you were in NY all the time, it's no fun to travel alone, when you know your son stays at grandma's for the time you try to reach your husband!' 'You know damn well, I worked hard in NY. Why do you think I'm doing this? I do it for Max, so maybe he has something to undertake from his daddy, besides marketing-tricks.' 'And there is nothing wrong with that, but Max has so much time ahead of him, to stress about this now, is really the wrong time! And you don't know maybe he doesn't even want to own a record Labels.' 'Christina, this is really not the time to tell that all my efforts may be for nothing!' 'I don't. Time will tell.' 'I know, this isn't a very good time, but I really want an other child from you and we shouldn't wait too long. Max and his sibling shouldn't be so far apart.' That really wasn't the best time to tell Christina that, she felt attacked by Jordan, he really fehlt like it was her fault, they wouldn't have a child now, but what was he expecting? She told him early on, she wanted to do a movie next, after the script found it's way to her doorsteps. She told him from the beginning, it would take awhile and she also told him that her next Album was at the ready. They talked about all that beforehand, he knew what he was getting into. And now since she already started filming, he had the nerve to charge her with what they where in consent with? They argued until the middle of the night and after screams and tears went silent to bed. Christina knew, tomorrow at the Studio she would have to struggle with all these feelings inside her.