Presence [Park Jimin X Reader]

Save Me

Ever felt like the world has stopped spinning around?

Time has stopped.

The beautiful creations of nature itself has been destructed entirely.

Only one stands strong at this moment.

My undying love for you.

"(Y/N).." Eyes fluttered open.

Beneath this skin I'm living in, is a suit I have put on every single day , and moment.

These emotions? None of it mattered any longer.

Who is there to ignite these emotions that no longer show up for all these times?

I want to breathe, I hate this night
I want to wake up, I hate this dream
I’m trapped inside of myself and I’m dead.

"Truly, does one ever experience a long lasting happiness?" Jimin reached out his hands to nothing in particular.

"Am i worthy enough , to stay alive in this cruel lonely world?" A hot tear escaped past his eyelids.

"Oh , do tell (Y/N) , for you are the one that keeps me alive and the burning will to live on." Jimin smiled lightly.

A heavenly bright warmth was present, a soothing touch on Jimin's hair was felt , this action , has stirred the sleeping emotions within him.

"Oh, Jimin, dont speak of such nonsensical depressing stuff! Have you forgotten why I'm still here always watching over you?" You fake pouted as you playfully glared at Jimin.

Strong gazes were met.
Hands brought together , intertwining fingers.
Sparks flashing,
As if it was the last time.

"Of course not, why would I?" His lips slowly curved into a smirk.

Creaks resounding the entire room.

Advances were made.

By him.
On you.

"What do you honestly think of me (Y/N)? Hmm?" Those once beautiful glimmering brown orbs were now replaced with such coldness and loneliness look.

"Ji-jimin, what do you mean? Why are you being like this?" You jerked back slightly at his advances , moving all the way back to the wall , as if it was your only way of defense at the moment.

"I dont want you to hate me , ever! It's okay if I despise myself! You! The only person that I care more than enough about , musn't , h-hate me.." Sobbings could be heard.

Teardrops flowed down Jimin's cheeks just like the raindrops.

Thunder rumbled.

"Hey, hey , look at me" You said sternly but softly as you took both of your hands and cupped Jimin's cheeks while squishing it slightly in the process.

"I would never ever, hate you, no matter what. This fact could never be erased. I love you more than anyone could , you are the cause of my euphoria , you are my start and my ending , the key to my everything. You are not less, alright? Come here!" You pulled him for a hug as you caressed his head.

"I could never compare to you (Y/N)" He looked back up to you , filled with hope and love.

"Because you are my world and I'm yours" He giggled.

Little did (Y/N) know , behind all of the exchanges, doubts continue to climb up , thus darkness slowly winning over him.

"Hey, (Y/N)" Jimin muttered , looking past you and into the lonely night.

"Yes, Chim?" You smiled brightly at him.

"Actually I- , never mind, it's nothing" He laughed and smiled back at you.

Why is it so dark.
When you are not here.
It’s dangerous how wrecked I am.
Save me because I can’t get a grip
on myself.

Jimin felt the furious heartbeats drumming against his ribcage.

Nervousness engulfing him once again.

"She's not here again..control yourself Jimin." He muttered darkly.

"Look at me , being pathetic again." He slammed his fist on his thigh.

"Learn to let go, that's what she always said." He recalls, despite him being teary eyed.

"Because even within this pitch black darkness, you are always shining so brightly, (Y/N)" Jimin stood up, walking out his room.

"I knew that your salvation is a part of my life." Walking down the stairs, as his fingers lightly tapped on the rail.

"The only helping hand that will embrace my pain.." Jimin slowly walks forward to the garden.

"The best of me, you’re the only thing I have in this lifetime and the past."

"Please let me hear your voice so that I can laugh again" Jimin lightly spoked , as he grasp a rose.

"I miss those times , where you extend your angelic hand , just in time to save me , from falling back into the darkness."

Blood dripped unto the grass as his grip is tightly holding onto the thorns of the rose.

Thank you for letting me be me.

"Come back to me." He whispered as he laid down on the grass , looking up at the brightly lit moon.

Petals danced in the air , blood dried up , tears flowing , wishes unfulfilled.

Doubts and fear built up.

Pathetic, aren't I?

(A/n) : Hey there!! Its been such a long time!! I hope you enjoyed , this was also another random thought i had , so I decided to write it down! 💞💖Thanks for reading! 🌸🌈

Special love and thanks to snow_DN, for always giving me motivation to write! 💞