I fell for you

Loving it

I'm so excited. Today is the big day. I have so much to do; I have to get ready, chose the cutest outfit that could be, apply make up, check my self and then I have to pick up the girls.

I'm thinking I have to look fancy but classy as well so I decide to put on Iggy's song: "Fancy", to feel inspired.

I end up choosing an aqua colored dress, covered in sparkling pailettes... I think that is the best choice since my dress would then reflect the color of Niall's perfect deep stormy blue eyes. I smile at myself at the mirror, proud of my decision.

Then I send Flynn a picture.

His reply makes me smile, as I blush uncontrollably : "You're gorgeous, but yet again that's why we go out, right babe?"

That's when I think of the most ridiculous thing there could be to think about on such a night and sigh loudly : "Shit, on parties like these, I surely need to take a mint!", and I laugh to myself as I say it. Then I whisper sheepishly to myself: "Yah make out session with Niall", I say that with a glimmer of hope in my eyes and that actually scares the hell out of me.

PALMILLA .... YOU DID NOT JUST DO THAT? DO NOT DO THAT.. YOU CAN'T DREAM TO MAKE OUT WITH SOME IRISH BOMB WHILE YOU'RE IN A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH FLYNN!

Omg, I'm going crazy! I just want to text Lili so I pull out my phone and type in her number as I write :

"Girl, I can't stop thinking about the deep blue of his eyes! Btw, I'll be there soon!".

I smile as I read it again and notice the poetic touch I added while refering to his eyes.

I throw myself on my bed while waiting for her answer, which came quite quickly :

"Aw Palm that's really cute but..." I could feel her hesitating as she typed to me, "You and Flynn are kind of perfect... Do you just wanna forget about everything you guys have been through? Come to mine early and we'll talk about it? The girls will find another way to come by."

"Kk" is all I answer, as I let the girls know the change of plans.

Then with a last check, I'm out of my room, rushing down the stairs.

I stop by Callum's room and notice it's open. As I walk in, I notice Luke, his hot friend, casually sitting on his bed.

"Hi Luke", I squeal in a high pitched voice. "Where's Callum?"

He shrugs and I quickly interrupt, "Whatever, I'll be out late tonight! Kisses" I say impatiently as I blow a kiss and run out the door.

As I drive to Lili's, I think about the few days left I have to party before my parents come back from India.

"Oh my, oh my" I pout out.

Finally, I arrive and I park my car.

Then I say hi to her family and rush upstairs.

I open the door and she gasps.

"YOU ARE FREAKIN AMAZING HONEY. Are you planning to kill Niall with all this glamour?"

I smile reluctantly and with that, she realizes I'm serious. Lili can be a great friend, no joke!

I sigh as I speak : "I just can't stop thinking about him and it makes me feel weak! You know I hate weakness."

She gives me an encouraging smile and says: "I know what you feel because I've been through the same! Liking two people at the same time is hard..." she pauses, "Wait, the question is, do you like Flynn ? I mean something seems different between you two.", she says concerned.