Who is Jax Wallace?
"What the fuck we doing here?" Jamila asks, "I don't got time for this shit."
I call Jamila and Joyous into the diner. It's a few days after the dumb ass Halloween party. My head is still spinning from everything that went down with AK and this strange guy that showed up to the party named Jax Wallace.
"You too famous now?" Joyous asks her.
Jamila rolls her eyes, "I got business to take care of. Unlike the two of you."
I slam my hand on the table to get their attention. I don't have time for this. Something weird was going down in this family and I needed to get to the bottom of this.
"Listen...I need to tell you both about this party and it's some serious shit. Some serious shit went down with Joshua."
"Nothing went down with Joshua," Jamila states, "He would have told me. I've talked to him a million times since then and he seemed fine."
"It's Joshua," I respond.
That seems to be all Jamila has to hear. My brother took his emotions and he bottled those bitches up better than a Pepsi bottling company. The boy had become a professional at it.
"You have a point," Jamila concedes, "What happened?"
I sigh a little bit. I am still trying to get my head over what happened that night. I don't understand it honestly my damn self.
"So Sheila told me she would invite AK to the Halloween party. She wanted me to get AK back with Joshua. Well for some reason she told AK to bring a date. Some guy named Jax..."
"Why the fuck would she have him bring a date if she wanted him to get back with Joshua?" Joyous asks me leaning in, "That makes no fucking sense."
"That's what I said," I tell Joyous.
"She's a sleazy bitch that's why," Jamila responds.
I was definitely thinking the same thing. It's been the first time I have agreed with Jamila in a really long time. It was nice that at least we had one thing to agree on. Our cousin was a sleazy ass bitch with no sense of direction. She probably learned her sleazy behavior from her oiled up sleazy father.
"So I go to talk to AK in private and Joshua shows up. And AK's date tells him that me and AK were going somewhere to fuck in private."
Jamila and Joyous both get quiet. I expect them to be shocked and appalled like I am but neither have that expression. Jamila looks pissed and Joyous just looks away as though feeling maybe some sort of disappointment. I can't really tell what Joyous is feeling because he isn't really looking at me.
"You are scum...you know that?" Jamila asks, "And I mean that. When is it going to be enough between you and Joshua. Honestly? Do you want to slowly kill him until he finally is dead? You might as well just take a gun and shoot him why don't you."
She was so serious.
What's worse is that Joyous doesn't even defend me. My brother who should have my back just turns away and acts like he doesn't hear this.
"You guys really believe this shit about me?" I ask.
"If the shoe fits," Jamila states, "It's not like you haven't done some shit like this before."
"Keon was different!" I respond.
I get so loud that a few people at the diner turn to look at me. Yes. I fucked Keon in the ass. I definitely did. I enjoyed every moment of it. Keon was mine to fuck in the ass. It was completely different. The fact that Jamila didn't understand that was her problem. Regardless that situation was different from this.
I'll admit it. AK was sexy. He has that whole thug with a soul thing going on for him. He had that grimy thing that said he probably fucked people without having any attachment what-so-ever so it was probably a challenge to get a guy like him. If you did get a guy like him you probably knew that you had him forever. That was the problem. Joshua had gotten through to AK. Joshua had AK forever. AK belonged to Joshua. I would never fuck AK in a million years.
