Home (Rockliff) #2 of broken series.

Chapter Eight

Ratliff's POV:

My eyes cracked open to a white room. "AH!" I screamed. This isn't hell! And I'm definitely not supposed to be in heaven. Am I?

"Mr. Ratliff!" Someone called from the outside. Of the room. It was a deep voice, almost as smooth like Morgan Freeman. But it wasn't as smooth.

"God?" I whispered before the mystery man revealed himself. God looked like an everyday doctor. "Why are you in a doctors outfit?"

He laughed. "I'm not God, and you're not dead." My eyes widened.

"What?! No! I stuck that knife up my stomach!  I'm dead! See, stab me I'm a ghost!" I reached for a syringe but the doctor got to it first.

"No sir, you are alive. Three boys brought you in here a week ago and we preformed emergency surgery in the ambulance. If the knife had hit a centimeter in any direction, you would be dead. You are very lucky sir," He spoke but by the end I was crying and screaming.

"NO! I'm not lucky at all!! WHY DID YOU LET ME LIVE?!" I screamed at the doctor.

He took a step back, studying me carefully. "Aren't you that drummer to R5?"

I sighed and calmed down a bit. "Yeah,"

He gasped. "My daughters love you! She complains all the time that no one's seen you since that interview!"

I sniffled. "She still cares? We still have fans? I thought everyone hated us. . ."

"Why would they do that?"

I sighed. "Can you keep a secret?" He nodded.

"But can I tell my daughter's?" He asked. "Please? They're like the biggest fans ever."

I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Fine. But they're sworn to secrecy too."

"I promise."

I took a deep breath, exhaling slowly. "Okay. . . have you seen that interview?" He nodded. "When Rocky said we were dating, he wasn't joking. We were but after the interview he broke up with me. He turned into a bad boy. My parents died and I didn't leave my house for a year, until I got a call from Rocky's girlfriend, Alexa. She asked me to fix him. But I couldn't see him, so I called Riker and Ross. It was working until. . ." I paused. Maybe I should skip that part. . .

"Until?" The doctor asked.

"Alexa dumped him and then Riker was about to make me see him, but I couldn't so I kind of said goodbye in a video and killed myself." I finished. "There's a lot of complicated history that I can't tell you but that's why I want to die."

By the end the doctor was astonished. "That's still no excuse. We'll send you home if you can get someone to take you," He made some scribbles. I got out my phone and saw a huge amount of notifications.

Twitter, instagram, Facebook, every social media I've ever had. They all said the same thing.

@RockyR5 followed you.

One was a little different though.

@RockyR5 mentioned you in a tweet: "I'm so stupid @RatliffR5. I'm soooooooo stupid."

I screamed into my pillow to muffle. No! Don't do this again to me Rocky. . . I'm not doing this again. I'm not going to look at you and fall in love even more, if it's even possible.

I can't.

Well I can, but I don't want to.

I need him to stay away.

I need to die.

I called Riker and told him to come pick me up. He had a brief conversation with the doctor about having someone always watching me or whatever, then we left.

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Author Note:

I know you hate me.... BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD! HA!!

I FEEL SO EVIL!!

Anyway, the next chapter and the one after that are the big ones.

FRIDAY!! I'm actually really excited for you people to read them. I'm really proud.

Oh, I love torturing you people! It brings me great joy.

NEWS: I published a book called, I Grew Up. I honestly really like it, so all of you shall read it rn.

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- xoxo Robin