Friends I have made(creepypasta)

Im sorry(2)

POV 1st

I sit up, my head not pounding as much any more, still aching though. I then notice that I was in my bed and not on the floor. 'Did Miss. Lilly come back from vacation?' I thought. She is my foster mother, but not very good at it, so maybe she didn't. Picking myself up off the bed, I slowly made my way to the door, when I reached the door handle, I stopped. I had the the craziest idea that I was being watched, I shrugged it off being as I knew I was alone.

Using the wall as my balance, I went to the kitchen to get a drink, although I wasn't thirsty, I thought I was dehydrated. Slowly I grab a glass down and poor water.

As I sat down I listen to silence in my house. I don't like it. Before Miss Lilly took all the other good little boys and girls with her, it was loud and noisy here. I stood up and put my glass away. Then I heard it, the voice, That god damn voice piercing my hears. Making me scream, my hands shot up over my ears trying to block out the sound. My knees pulled me to the floor and before I knew it I was laying there silence, my hands shaking tears dripping from my nose. that is the exact reason I got kick out of going with in the first place. my episodes are the worst things to me, one time it got me having panic attack in my room. It sucks.

After remembering that I could hear my self giggling. Fucking giggling, and oh no I couldn't just stop, my giggles they became bigger and louder and I sat there just laughing on the floor. I finally got control and threw my hand upon my mouth stopping myself. Still letting out a few giggles from behind my hand I slowly stood stumbling to my bedroom, but as I left the kitchen I couldn't help but feel as if somebody just saw my show. knowing people hate my shows, I slowly leaned on the wall and looked over my shoulder glancing at the floor below me

"I'm sorry."

And with that I left to my room falling on my bed and trying to sleep, but I couldn't that odd video game dream, and the constant feeling of being watched, well I'm used to that, but my throat hurt so I couldn't say goodnight like I usually do. I felt bad.