I woke up, Niall was still holding me. I walked into the bathroom. I searched for a razor. Where were the razors!? I huffed I looked in the top cupboards and then the bottom ones. I stood up. Niall was in the doorway, his arms crossed. "Really Allison? Really? You really think that knowing your history we would keep razors?" He said. "Come on, it's 1:00 let's get you ready." I walked back into my bedroom. Niall handed me a pile of neatly folded clothes. "You have everything but a razor in your room." My throat didn't really hurt, "What if I want to shave my legs and armpits?" "After you shower and get dressed you can shave separately with one of us in the bathroom with you." I nodded, even though I thought that was the dumbest idea ever. But whatever, I just wish I could cut, I really had no real reason for being on this planet.
I showered and put on the outfit Niall gave me. I smelled minty and was wearing a mint green outfit, I was a walking Tic Tac. I walked out of my room to see Louis sitting on my bed with the razor. "Ready Love?" I nodded, "So again, why do we have to do this?" Louis handed me the razor, "Because Niall said you were having nightmares last night, and that this morning he caught you looking for a razor. And it wasn't for taking a shower." I sighed, "Whatever, just because I cut doesn't mean I don't do it for a reason." Louis looked at me, "And what is this reason you speak of?" I looked him right in the eye, "I'm worthless."
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Worthless
Teen FictionMy name is Allison. But that doesn't matter. I don't matter. My father says it, my mother says it, and my sister says it. Even when I went to school, the people at school said it too. So it has to be true. I am worthless. I am turning 18 today, fina...
