Falling for them both

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3 days later ....
I haven left my room since that day I've been to depressed. Jhope and Jin came in sometimes tying to talk to me or get me to eat properly but I didn't want to be here anymore. I haven't been to school either but I didn't want to go anyway I wanted to be far away from jimin as possible. I've just been lying on the bed not really doing anything.

12:28 pm
Suddenly i heard the door open I didn't turn around I just laid there in the darkness. "Are you awake" Jimin said his voice was so soothing but i was scared. "Yeah" I mumble he came over and sat on the end of the bed. "Have you eaten today." He said moving up the bed
"No i don't want to eat or be near you" I say shakily. He then gets up and removes the covers of me. "Stay away Jimin"

"Shh" he said lifting me up I put my arms around his neck and put my legs around his waist. I bury my head into his top.His sent was nice but i wasn't sure how I feel about him.We eventually got to his room. He placed me on the bed gently.and then he came in too. I didn't say anything but I stayed on the edge of the bed . "Do you want to watch a film" "Jimin said

"No I just want to sleep." I say closing my eyes
/////////////////the dream/////////////////
It was replaying in my dream the memory of him touching me and me being helpless. Unable to do anything
"NO"
"JIMIN NO"
"STOP IT PLEASE."
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I got woken up by jimin shaking me. I was crying and he just looked at me worriedly. "It's just a nightmare your ok I'm here." Jimin said hovering at the side of me. " I hate my life" I say wiping my tears. He suddenly pulls me into a hug. Wrapping his arms around me.

He whispers into my ear "no one can hurt you but me Mia and I'm here just go back to sleep now ok ?" "I'm scared" I whimper He puts his hands on mine and makes little circles on my hands with his finger. He then started to sing a little tune making me dose off to sleep.

The next morning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up in jimins arms I started to blush and feel akward. How can he make me scared of him and like him? I hate my stupid feelings.i slowly moved my myself off him and turned to face him. He looked so peaceful. "Morning Mia." He said.

"M-morning" I said turning around covering my red tomato face. "Aww is someone blushing."He said in a joking tone.
"Let's get you something to eat." He said getting up.I just nodded I was starving I haven't eaten for 3 days. I tried getting up but i was to weak. Jimin told me to grab onto his back so I did and he carried me down the stairs into the kitchen. He sat me on the counter. "Where is everyone" I say raising my eyebrows
"I told them I wanted the house to myself so there gona be out for a while."He was looking in the fridge for some food and he pulled out eggs and bacon.

"Do you like these." He said I just nodded whilst playing with my fingers.He started cooking them. "Can I go to school tomorrow" I say. "Yeah but I don't want you near me in school avoid me unless i talk to you." He said in a demanding voice.

"Oh ok." I say. I don't really care if he dosent want nothing to do with me in school the feelings are mutual I think?He finished cooking and then gave me the plate. I started to eat it "it's really good." I mumble

He just leaned against the fridge staring at me. "What are you staring at." I say "you look cute whilst eating." He said which made me spit out abit of juice i had in my mouth. He giggled a little "what do you want to do today." He said
"Can we just watch films I'm quite tired and weak." I say getting off the counter. "Okay then."

He said reaching for my hand I hesitated at first but then I took his hand and walked upstairs into his room with him. His bed was fixed now and his room looked cleaner.so I just sat down on the bed and he jumped on. He put the tv on but none of us where interested so he just started conversation with me.
"How old are you I mean I know where in the same year but."

"Oh well I'm 17 but I'm eighteen next week ."
"That explains why you don't like it when I touch you." Jimin said smirking
"What do you mean by that!" I say with a annoyed look.
"Your a virgin aren't you." He said moving closer too me. "So" I say going bright red,I already knew he lost his virginity probably too some whore but I'm not like him at all.

"Im not even old enough anyway!" I snap at him because he's giggling. "Soon you will be." He said which made me feel even more akward. "That's not going to happen." I say looking at him. He was too close right now and it made my heart feel all fuzzy but I'm also shy and don't know what to do.

"Someone's shy"he said looking at my lips.He started kissing me again passionately. I didn't want to kiss back but I couldn't resist those gorgeous lips. He turned me over so I was now on top of him. We eventually stopped kissing and I rolled to the side of him and we just cuddled and put a film on.
~~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
3:58pm
All the other came home. "We're home!" Jhope said screaming around the house.Me and Jimin came downstairs and sat with them all. "I'm bored let's play a game." Taehyung said excitedly. "Truth or dare." Yoongi said smirking at me. We all agreed and sat together on the floor in a circle. I was sat inbetween Namjoon and Jimin and Jin was across from me. "Truth or dare." Yoongi said to Jhope "dare!" Exclaimed Jhope

"I dare you too dance too the ice cream cake song." Yoongi said with a grin on his face. "Haha that's not a propa dare you just want to see my AWSOME moves." The song came on and jhope was dancing away. He really was like a little ray of sunshine. He was adorable.we all giggled at him after he finished dancing.

"Truth or dare" Namjoon said to Jin "dare" Jin smiling. "I dare you to kiss Mia for a minute." I saw Jimin tense next to me. Jin blushes a little but then we both stood up. Jin put his hands around my waist and kissed me it was soft at first but got more passionate. My heart was all over the place. I suddenly got pushed out of the way by Jimin.

"That's enough." Jimin said giving Jin a death stare. Jin just blew me a kiss and sat back down I smiled at him he's so cute ahhh. "Truth or dare." I said to jungkook " t-truth." He stuttered "hmm have you ever kissed a girl."
"No" he mumbled going bright red I just gave him a sweet smile but they all giggled at him.
"He's too shy" Jin said patting his back .Jimin was still pissed at me and Jin but we all just shrugged it off.

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11:16 pm
We where all watching a film downstairs Jin and namjoon on one sofa and me and Jimin on the other. Taehyung, junkook,yoongi and Jhope where all sat on the floor but yoongi was asleep with Jhope. My eyes went blurry throughout He film and I fell to sleep.

Warning ⚠️ smut scene skip to next chapter if you want too.

((((((((((((((((((((The dream))))))))))))))))))))))
"Jin ahh." I moaned
He slowly started rubbing his hand around my clit. Making me gasp.
"Jin s-stop ahh." I said trying to control my moaning as he was biting my neck. He suddenly put his dick inside me. "Ahh" I moan he's going to slow. "Faster j-jin ahh." He starts going faster making me moan even louder. "Say my name baby." Jin said as he was thrusting hard. "Ahhh it feels so good jinn."
"j-jjin I'm gonna cum" The room is full of moaning and slapping skin sounds. "I end up cumming and after a few more thrusts so does Jin we both just lie there...............
End off smut scene and dream 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

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