Confusion

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When we got inside he was dragging me upstairs. I was scared and I wanted to run so badly. We got to his room and he pulled me in with him locking the door. "Jimin I'm sorry I'm really so." "Shut the fuck up and sit on the bed." He said in a demanding tone. I did it because there was no use in trying to fight with him.

He pinned me to the bed both of my arms either side. "Did I say you could go out." He said in a scary tone. "No I mumble." " you know the fucking rule." He spat at me " I won't do it again I promise." I say pleading for him to let go of me.

" I don't want you talking to Jin or hui." He said licking his lips. "But." I say he suddenly opened my legs with his knee  and pressed his knee there making me moan a little. "If you don't listen to me then I won't hesitate to  do what I want with you." He said in a raspy voice.
"O-okay please get off me." I say  " I was worried about you." He mumbled whilst rolling off me. " No you wasn't  you just want me to yourself."I say

"Do you really think that?" He said turning to me. "Yes I say avoiding his eyes." "Well I can't stop thinking about you and you having that dream of Jin it makes me angry when I see you both all lovey dovey together I really do like you Mia."

My heart stopped beating. He has actual feelings for me.does he actually care? Thousands of thoughts was going through my mind. "Why was you with that girl then." I spat at him. "That was to make you jealous." He said face palming himself. "Oh well I kind of like you too." I said looking up at him. I went bright red and he started giggling. "Your blushing arnt you." "NO." I shout and turn the opposite side of him. He laughed even louder and pulled me into him. Cuddling me.

The next morning  5:21 am
I woke up and Jimin wasn't next to me. I sat up and walked to the bathroom. I opened the door and I saw jin with a towel around his waist and his hair all wet. He didn't have a top on and it made me nearly explode. He was STUNNING! We both just went red and I shut the door and ran downstairs. I asked Taehyung where Jimin was and he told me he was in the dance studio so i got there and saw Jimin dancing.

He was really sweaty but it was hot. I loved the way he danced it was beautiful just like him. I watched him until he saw me at the door in the mirror and then he stopped. He grabbed his water bottle and took a sip and then he put it down and started walking towards me. "Jimin that looked amaz. Suddenly his lips where on mine and I loved it. The way his body was pressed against mine and the way he was exploring my mouth? Is this what love feels like?

He pulled away and smiled at me. "Let's get ready for school." I got changed and went downstairs for breakfast with Jimin. We had pancakes and we walked together. "I thought I had to avoid you." I say whilst fiddling with my fingers. "I don't care anymore."  Jimin shrugged. We finally got to school and I sat with them all for the first time.

I got weird stares from some girls. It did feel weird with them all but I liked it. "You seem really happy for the first time." Namjoon said whilst Jimin was smiling to himself. "I can be happy when I want to." Jimin said "it's because Mia is with him." Yoongi shrugged "shut up all of you." They where all laughing except Jin. He kept giving me a look and it made me wonder what he was thinking about.

The bell rang and then lessons started. I went into English alone I couldn't see Brooklyn. Maybe she was off I wasn't sure. Me and Jimin kept looking at each other in class. Halfway through the lesson I really needed the toilet. I exited myself and headed down the corridor. I saw a bunch of girls smoking but i tried to avoid eye contact.

One of them grabbed me and flung me to the floor. "Wtf." I say trying to get up but the blonde bitch put her foot on my stomach. "Stay away from Jimin you whore he mine."  she said
"Fuck you." I say sarcastically. Suddenly they all started kicking me. I put my hands over my face. I mean I've felt this beffore so it didn't hurt to much.

The blonde girl didn't stop until someone yanked the back of her her and pulled her to the floor. It was brooklyn she started kicking her repeatedly in the stomach as the blonde girl payed there on the floor nearly  blacking out. Yuto was leaning against a locker with a Lolly in his mouth. Laughing at the blonde girl.

I then saw hui and he reached his hand out and I grabbed it. He just gave me a pity smile. Brooklyn stopped and they told me to follow them so I did. I didn't really want to go to class now anyway. "Thanks." I mumble

" she deserved it she thinks she's better than everyone else when she's not." I just showed her an appreciated smile. "I'm not gona get into that cringey shit but we're friends now and we stick together." She said looking at all 3 of us. Yuto just smiled and grabbed her hand. "Are you both together." I said with a smirk on my face. "Yeah." Yuto said with his deep voice.

"Are you with anyone." Hui said looking at me
"It's complicated."I say looking at him
"Is this about Jimin." Brooklyn said looking at me. She just made me feel more akward but I nodded because it was true. I don't know what was. Going on between us.

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