Scared to talk || Malum

Chapter € |_ £ \/ E /\/ (part two)

dedicated tot he lovely Hannah@ZaynIsMySunshineee. fortheamazingcoverandalso....Go checkout her books

• If I Stay Zarry

• Maybe Cake

shout outs to Anthony@Antwon76AndLili@yourssincerelylarry

go check out their stories

Anthony's:

•5 seconds of summer one shots just a bunch of 5sos boyxboysmut

•Memories Malum

• the source ( a don't stop story). Sequel to Memories

the lonely boy. Cashton

lili's :

•Diary of a suicidal boy. Lashton

•Darcy's diary. LarryStylinson

AND A WHOLE BUNCH MORE

Ok on with the chapter

WARNING: may be triggering

and some malum fluff

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Michael'sP.O.V

I was really confused because nobody ever talks to me unless it's to tell me how worthless I am, and nobody ever called me beautiful before, but I was more confused about why Calum didn't want Beau talking to me, its not like he owned me or anything so I could talk to whoever I want not like anybody would talk to me besides Beau, maybe I can actually have a friend for once.

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when i got to math class i was instantly pushed up against the wall by Daniel Sahyounie (aye skip leave the poor boy alone)

"stay the fuck away from Beau" he growled "w-why" "because" he pulled me back and slammed me up against the wall again "i don't need you rubbing your fucking gay off on him" he punched me in the stomach before he let me go and walked into class (a/n :( why does everyone hate mikey)

*-*(a/n I'm gonna call you boob)

By the time last period rolled around i was punched ten times, called fag fifteen times. I was also called fat,wanker,freak,emo, and the list goes on and on like seriously shut the fuck up i know i'm all those things you don't need to keep reminding every single fucking day like dam anyway last period was music but when i got there Calum wasn't there yet so Ms.Edwards said that i could go on my phone until he came so i went on tumblr and read Kellic fan fiction cos c'mon who doesn't like reading Kellic fan fiction. Anyway i was halfway through the chapter when my phone was snatched form my hand when i turned around to see who the asshole who took my phone was i gulped seeing Niall "Watcha readin' fag boy?" he asked looking down at my phone "T-The Hunger Games" he laughed and pushed me back whenever i tried to grab my phone back form him. He kept reading what was on my phone and pushing me away so i went up to Ms.Edwards' desk

"Yes Michael?" she smiled sweetly "Niall t-took my p-phone and won't give it b-back"i mumbled, she sighed and called out "Niall give Michael his phone back" he smirked and threw my phone down on the ground "oops" he sat down and shrugged "Sorry fag" I blink(a/n 182)ed back tears and ran out of the room and into the bathroom. When i got there i finally let my tears fall, not caring that someone was in one of the stalls i sat down in the corner pulled out my blade and began slicing my skin. "Fat" cut "ugly" cut "worthless" cut "freak" cut "Faggot" another cut. I was about to cut again when someone sat next to me and grabbed my arm "Don't do this to yourself" The person whispered. I looked up and saw Calum with a hurt? look on his face "please don't do this" he whispered again pulling me up and dragging me towards the sink cleaning my cuts with some soap and water, I stood there completely silent "I'm sorry Mikey, I'm so sorry" he whispered again and kissed my cuts before pulling me into a hug, I instantly wrapped my arms around him and sighed taking in his scent.

We stayed like that for about ten minutes until he pulled away and smiled "There's only fifteen minutes of school left, wanna skip and come back to my place? we can work on the music project" he asked "y-yea" his smile grew wider "Great let's go" he kissed me on the cheek i blushed and he laced our fingers together and we walked out of the bathroom

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698 words for you fuckers

and i mean that in the nicest way possible

thats the longest chapter i've written

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