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  Now I felt like I needed to be in control of everything and I have never felt this way in my life.
Life became sour and I didn't know or understand what I was feeling but the most painful part of it was that it was my two best people, my bestfriend and my girlfriend.
What was I going to do???????
I thought so I made up my mind that I wasn't going to be nice again and also I wouldn't have a girlfriend again.

While thinking about how to calm my mind and forget about everything that has happened  my phone rang and on the screen was my mum's number, so I picked it but my dad was the one on the phone he said ;
" Hello Micheal l where are you, your mother just collapsed thinking about you and your strange behaviour this morning.''

Immediately I hung up and went straight the hospital where she was taken to but it took me two hours to get there due to the traffic.

I finally got to the hospital and asked for my mum's ward but instead they asked me to meet the doctor first and so I went to our family doctor's office and I also my dad there but he was weeping and I kept wondering what happened.

Then with a disappointing look on his face the doctor told me ''Micheal your mother just lost her life''
I replied'' in what way'' looking not to understand
He then said again '' I mean she has died."

Then I thought I was being rude to her th morning and I also didn't eat her special treat for me. She collapsed just because I behaved strange I was starting to feel like the villain in my mum's life.

I started to hate myself, so I went away thinking of not to think and also not to feel bad but I could not help it so I cried about my mother's death.

And just then I started having  the strange feelings again. The feeling of not caring for anybody even my father and I thought on taking revenge on the people who spoilt my life, dignity, character, behavior, and also my future. And this people also took my mother away, so I planned to take them down bit by bit till their end............................................
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Question by writer:
1. What is next for Micheal's life?

2. Does he really need to take revenge?

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