I woke up to the smell of delicious bacon, I sat up and just took in the aroma.
My mom would make bacon today I said to myself.
I go up and put my hair into a messy bun and walked my ass down stairs, "GOOD MORNING MOTHER!" I skipped over to her and planted a kiss on her cheek.
"Well good morning to you to nessa" I smiled to her, "are you excited for the big day!" I squealed once she said that "I take that as a yes?"
How could I not be excited? I'm meeting all my idols today. she placed a plate of bacon and pancakes right in front of me, I grabbed my fork and chowed down on it.
Once I finished I put it in the dishwasher and ran to shower, the emotions just hit me and I still couldn't believe I was going to meet them, especially jack gilinsky.
I put on my white high waisted shirts & my pink floral flowy crop top, I straightened my hair and applied a bit of foundation & some eyeliner and mascara.
I sat on my bed and slipped on my white converse.
I grabbed my bag and made my way over to my moms bedroom.
"Madre are you ready!?" I heard no answer.
Of course she takes forever to get ready
"I'm done" I heard her finally say, I took a deep breathe and closed my eyes, my nerves eating at me only because I know it will all be a rush.
"Let's go baby girl!" I walked down stairs and into the car, I plugged in my iPod and played the jacks playlist all the way there, we lived an hour away from the center they were going to be at.
my mom liked jack j because he was a "doll" and he was, no one could deny that.
---one hour passed---
we arrived to the lot, and surprisingly we made it 2 hours early, there were some girls already outside but I wasn't going to wait, I wanted new merch!
"Mom hurry up! I wanna go to the merch store!"
"Alright alright, don't get your panties in a twist lil girl!"
I had to laugh at that! Why would she even say that? what in hell?
I got off the car and sprinted to the merch store, I looked around and I looked for the Gilinsky section, I quickly walked over to his section when I accidentally hit someone, "OH MY GOD IM AO SORRY!"
I looked up at him and my heart dropped, "no it's all good, it wasn't your fault I shouldn't have walked right in front of you"
I think he saw that I was in shock because all he did was look at me, I still couldn't believe who I was standing right in front of.
Uh are you okay? He asked, I shook my head yes, "I'm jack" I smiled, "I know you" "yeah, but I like knowing you do"
I giggled, "I'm nessa, well janessa."
He smiled, "are you buying merch?"
"I uh y-"
"SORRY HUN SOME FAN MOM WANTED TO RUMBLE AND YOU KNOW ME!"
she would say such a thing, why now mom?
"Who's this babe?" she asked
I took a deep breathe and looked at jack, he smiled.
"Mom this is jack" my mom seemed confused but then she finally realized who he was, "oh my, it's such an honor to meet you, nessa adores you so much"
I mentally slapped myself, why would she even say that.
jack nodded and I think he noticed I was blushing bad.
"Well it's nice to meet you too mrs-?"
"Mendes"
"Mrs.mendes, hey that's like Shawn's lastname" I laughed
"Well I have to get going the shows going to start soon and I'm sure Johnson's lookin for me."
I hugged him before he left and honestly I did it without thinking, he hesitated to hug back, I took him by surprise, but he slowly hugged me back.
I felt some feeling I haven't felt before, I let go and smiled up at him, he gave me a cheeky smile and walked off.
I stood there breathe taken, "well that seemed intense" my mom said, I laughed and shook my head.
I continued to walk over to the gilinsky section, I picked out a crop top & and regular t-shirt and a couple bracelets, we paid for them and went to go wait in line, the line got bigger since when we first arrived.
"Hey! Nessa!" I heard my name being called and I looked around til I saw jack waving his hands in my direction, I pointed to myself asking if he meant me, he shook his head and motioned for me and my mom to go over, we did as he asked "what?" I asked, "you guys don't have to wait in line, you can come hangout back here til it starts?" I smiled widely, "really?!" he laughed "yeah, were just hanging out."
he let us walk in first and my mom went to go introduce herself to the parents & I followed jack back to where the guys were at, he grabbed my hand and I felt my heart stop instantly he looked back at me and I think he saw I was tensed up, "are you alright?" he asked, "I'm..incredible" I saw him smile.
I knew this wasn't a dream but it sure felt like it.
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