Crave you

Chapter 8.

I woke up thinking about what happened the night before and it all felt like a dream, I looked at my arm and noticed my bruised skin.

I felt my lips remembering Matt and I shared a kiss, every inch of me wanted to call jack.

but what for? To hear some stupid fake ass excuse? I didn't need that at all.

I grabbed my phone and looked thru all the notifications, most were hate on twitter because jack posted that we broke up, I had about 10 unread text messages from jack.

I looked thru them not even thinking that he knew I read them,

Jack: I'm sorry, I didn't cheat. but I'm sorry you even read that.

That's the only text that stood out to me, was he telling the truth, I mean I didn't see any text that showed he was cheating on me?

did I leave when he didn't cheat?

I texted him back, I needed to know.

"are you sure you didn't cheat?"

That's all I said and instantly the delivered changed to read and then he was typing

Jack: I promise you I didn't, I'll admit I thought about it only because I thought you and Matt has something? but I didn't touch anyone but you

A part of me yelled he's telling the truth, and in all honesty jack was who I wanted, he was who I craved for.

my body trembled when he was near me.

Me: "I believe you. I'm sorry" I replied.

Jack: "don't be sorry you acted appropriately"

jack: come over?

Me: "give me 10 mins"

and with that I got ready and went over to the hotel.

JACKS POV:

knowing that janessa read the text from Bianca haunted me, knowing that I bruised her hurt me.

my body filled with fury thinking of her even being touched and pleased by the guy I called one of my bestfriends, it hurt me and that mainly why I leave girls..I'm afraid to even get hurt.

but I didn't want to lose nessa, which is why I did what I did.

when nessa left I saw Matt run out the room, probably to her, but I didn't care at this point my body was limp I couldn't feel anything at all, "WHAT THE FUCK JACK!" Is what made me snap back to whatever happened, "DID YOU FUCKING BEAT HER?"

I could feel my heart slow down, I felt it in my head.

cameron pushed me back, "ANSWER ME!"

I leaned back to catch myself from falling over, still trying to grip onto what just happened.

"She left me" I whispered.

the one thing I tried to not let happen, happened.

Everything in the room spinned, all I saw was the guys trying to get my attention, all swooning asking me questions.

nothing is what I felt.

it hurt that bad knowing she left.

"DID YOU CHEAT ON HER JACK!?!?"

I snapped back and "I didn't cheat on her!"

I yelled at nash, I walked past them to my room.

I sat there thinking and thinking what I could do to even get her back, or atleast to even get her to understand that I didn't cheat.

she is the love if my life, I know it's too early but I never gave my heart to someone, with no doubts.

my emotions are literally fucked up.

I got on twitter and noticed some fans wanted to know how me and nessa were doing so I replied.

"Were currently taking a break, my heart is breaking."

and logged off.

I texted her several times, I noticed I had a message from Matt but I didn't know weather to even read it.

but I did.

MATT: ay jack, I wanted to tell you that me and nessa aren't anything, she loves you."

That text gave me alittle hope, so i texted her.