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What If

Btw, this is one of the best exo's songs, if you want listen to it. :)

What if, I wasn't born and raise with a  lost mom and a gangster of South Korea as a father?

Would I be happier?

Maybe.

Sadder?

Why not.

But I can't change it now.
When I was 6 my dad trained me so I could attack. (English is not my native language.,sorry)
I learned how to kill, how to use a gun, how to kill someone just using my body. Such a beautiful childhood memories.
All these until my 13 years old.
My mom suddenly appeared from nowhere and took me away. My mom didn't like this kind of life and abandoned everyone. But she came back because of me.

Wasn't it a little bit late?

Yes. Yes it was.

A part of me wanted to kill her, but the other part wanted to hug her and tell her how much I wanted her beside me.
I just didn't say anything.
My mom was smart and she acknowledged me well. I got to school and tried not to fight with girls or boys. I didn't have friends.

Years passed.
My mom got killed by... I dont know, dad's people? He actually loved her, as I remember.
I didn't do anything again.

Actually.. What could I do? Find them and kill them?

Maybe it was a right decision.

I never knew what was right and what was wrong.

I just wanted a normal life..

Is it so difficult?

Here I am!
Working at a big company, having a small house, a co-worker for a friend and many Kdramas waiting for me at home (I RECOMMEND W:Two worlds :)))

What can be happened?
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Name: Ahn Yujin
Age: 20
Sex: Female
What can you offer to the company?:
As long as you pay me,, everything.

Day1:
I'm fucking lucky! They must really need people in this company to accept me.
I wore a shirt, a skirt, a pair of high heels, a happy face and went to my new job.
It's actually a famous company that makes computers.
As they told me I was going to work at the higher basement of the company for little works that can't be done by time by others. I was okay with that. The CEO told me I was really different from the others and that I was really determined on that job.

Whatever bro, when I need money I can be a table if you want.

Where I work, it's a really large room filled with desks and computers. Everyone was so considerate at their work, nobody notices me until a girl with cat eyes gave me her hand.
"I'm Kim Jennie, nice to meet you."
I was shocked because nobody ever wanted to know me.
I just shook hands and spoke up.
"I'm Ahn Yujin" and then I added
"nice to meet you too."
She just smiled and continued working.
I, actually don't want to have friends because when they learn about my past they will leave me.
My life sounds like a Kdrama or something like that. Jesus.

I was working all day.
I didn't know I was so important and I didn't know that I was actually so good at it. Helping others is not a big deal.

It was 10 o'clock when I finished my job and I was about to leave when Jennie stopped me.
"Do you want to go out with me for a drink?"
"Ehm... I am really sorry Jennie but I am tired, another time maybe?"
"Well... Okay! See you tomorrow, bye.
I waved her and she left.
Hopefully I was alone. But next time, it seems I have to get out with her.

I was waiting the elevator when I heard someone talking on the phone and that someone was my CEO.

"Can't you wait a week more? *silence* I know I was late, but plea- *silence*. Don't come by. Don't think about it. *silence* "Okay, in three days you gonna have your money. Bye."

It seems our CEO has big problems.
And I got into the elevator.

That was so small!! I'm gonna write more for the next one guys.