How to be us - Tom Felton x Reader

So.

So.

I'm not the girl you want me to be.

I'm not a fragile lovely little sunflower that always ends up warming the bad boy's heart. Nope. That kind of sweetness and need of protection is not on my record... Neither am I the plastic bleached blonde bitch that starts by dating the bad boy and ends up moving schools. Don't even make me start on my thoughts about this type of scum.

I'm the type of person that is simply trying to find their life. 

I'm not dreaming about my perfect prince and having babies and a happy family. 

I'm dreaming about having a life I'm proud of living, full of awkward and fun moments (believe me, I have many) that always end up as the start of a conversation. I'm dreaming about finding my path and follow it all the way until the very end. I'm dreaming of being happy. No matter for how long I'm sad, no matter how bad life may seem, I want to feel happy for living life, for living MY life. Not the shadow of someone's life or the shadow of what someone wants me to be. Yes, because you'll never be entirely someone if you try to be what you're not. 

Am I a nerd? 

I study, I have straight A's, all the teachers love me, out of all the sports in the world, I only love karate and badminton, I wear glasses and I love school. 

Now, I repeat. Am I a nerd?

The correct answer is a no. Although everyone named me a nerd, I'm not keen on following all the rules and neither do I find them all right. Besides, isn't a nerd supposed to have an appliance? 

But still. Even having my disagreements with certain people and certain ways of thinking, I'm a people person. Not that kind of people that has plenties of followers on Instagram but the kind of people that likes talking to unknown people and that, as many say, makes people comfortable around them.

I'm Y/N Y/L/N and I'm 17. I live in Effingham, Surrey. My school is Howard Effingham School. It almost sounds like Hogwarts, isn't it? I wish it was Hogwarts!!!!! I'm crazy mad about Harry Potter! Besides, did you know about the films their making? I mean, it's not like I love them as much as I love the books, but seeing Hogwarts is just like a dream coming true!!!! Moreover, the actors they chose are very good to their roles and, let me tell you, on the last film, Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint and Tom Felton were delicious to see!!! And Tom Felton is only a year older than me!! Holy mother of saint chocolate!! 

Any way, I'm already running late to this first day of school, so better not think of those three hotties or I won't be on time for the first class.

So. 

I'm not the girl you want me to be because I'm my own person. If you like me or want to read my story, that's on you.