Little Butterfly | Laito x Reader

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❃ fractured

I don't feel pleasure from it.

"Hey... why do we do this?" Laito inquired toward the older women dressing in front of him, with a blank stare.

"Because I love you, of course! Why on earth would you say that~?" The woman answered as she finished dressing, stepping closer to the young vampire.

Lies, all lies.

The smirk she had on was eating him alive, why did he love her so much, again?

Laito wanted to vomit, everything about this woman was corrupted. Her shit-eating face, taunting body, and that nasty personality.

It was all so ugly, but she was just as bad as him. That's were the 'love' comes from.
He had no say to speak up about what they were doing was wrong, they were so alike.

So it didn't matter.

The sex was her love to express towards her son.

It was okay?

'Have I always been this broken?'

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❁ fractured

I don't feel pleasure from it, I feel love from it.

Yes, you have been loved a number of times before. But that's different. You didn't ask for that love.

You asked laito with your body, and it came through. But it wasn't exactly the love you were looking for.

It was more lusty than lovely.

But it's not like you're complaining. You loved the attention he showered you with. The only problem, is that it wasn't real. To you it was, but not to him.

The first breathing moment you met him, you thought he was just another 'bad guy' you see in the movies and on the news. But the first time you actually stared directly into his beautiful emerald eyes, which was when you began to run away from his grasp.

You saw pain in his eyes. This was a look you were all to familiar with. You've seen it on many people you've met before. The only pain you experienced was when your parents passed. But you lifted yourself up rather quickly. Thinking: they're in a better place now.

And when you thought about it, should you be broken? Should you be balling your eyes out? Was it... bad... that you didn't cry? Does that make you a bad person?
Have you been doing it wrong this entire time? Was your bright personality always... a fake?

You didn't want to be broken, at least not yet.

You always thought on the bright side of things, even how bad the situation was. You were beginning to think that was going to be a problem.

Then again, his pain was different. It was a sense of lose? Did he lose somebody dear to him? Has something tragic happened to him at a young age, or now?

You wanted to know, and comfort him. It's one of the things you do best.

And you wanted to cry this time.