Why me?

hWhy me?

Graduation outfit to the side.

It started when I was little I notice that my life is messed up and because of that, it is the reason why I ask myself " why did this have to happen to me because this is just cruel". I am still living in the life of fear. It felt like I was living in a war zone, all my life I have been fighting for life and freedom of this fear. It was a war that I wasn't winning, I was seeing red all through life and i want to be on the other side of the picture, another point of view that i would see as significant, joy, love, and peace. I want my life to change I am tired of feeling numb and living in the darkness as if i am sleep walking through an obstacle course of life being tested and i was losing to the world. That is what i would have to describe my life.

I can start by saying that my life is like a maze with every turn i make it just get worst, as if I'm stuck in a box. I have seen death and it broke my heart to see the person i love die. I have lost so much that i just want to give up but the bad part about it is its a secret. Since I was 14 I have been my parents testing subject, a punching bag. They say that parents are to show love unconditionally to kids no matter how old they are, lets just say i don't believe in the word love when it comes to my suppose to be parents. But when it comes to my brother Luca, i feel safe. He shows love by standing up for me when it comes to his parents. He always make up an excuse to get me away from them and he takes care of me, that's why i love him for that. But Speaking of Luca he is graduating today.

When I woke up this morning i thought today was going to be different because Luca graduation, oh but boy was i wrong. I was still sleep when my mother came into the room, we had to be at the school at a specific time and I'm guessing that i didn't hear my alarm clock, so i got a morning wake up call that i didn't like. I felt somebody hovering over me but i didn't think nothing of it because i locked my door before i went to bed last night. My rude awakening was a punch to my stomach; shooting up in a sitting position then getting pushed onto the floor, ending with " Get your lazy, ugly @ss up!" You can say was p!ssed but i was way pass that. After I heard foot steps and heard a door closing, that's when i got up and made my way to the bathroom to get clean up. I walked in front of the sink to splash water on my face but when i looked up i sighed at the reflection i saw. I was tired of being a human punching bag. I turned on the hot water then hopped in the shower hurrying not wanting my parents to come back in. So after my shower i got dressed in a black,peach, blue, floral dress and my peach colored heels, lastly putting my hair in a side braid and putting on lip stick and putting on my contacts, then headed to Luca's room.

I walked down the hall to Luca's room but i had to turn around because i left my purse on my chair in my room so i ran to go get it. Once i got it i headed back to Luca's room. When i got there he was concentrating on his tie that he didn't see my standing in the doorway, i couldn't help but laugh.

He had finally looked up with a smirk on his face. "Are you laughing at me?" "Noooo, i would never laugh at you." i said trying to holdin my laughter. "Whatever, just help me with my tie, please." "Yes sir." I said saluting him. While walking over to him he had a huge small on his face. "Why are you smiling at me like that?" "Because you look very beautiful." " Umhm like i am suppose to believe that." Fine just meet in the room during the alpha's party, i have something to tell you." Ok, but why cant you tell me right now." Because we have somewhere we need to be right now", he said in a duh tone. So i tightened his tie for talking to me as if i was slow. " Cass you do look beautiful and I mean it" he said after he losed the tie to where he could breathe. "Thank you" I said giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek before he had my hand tugging me out the door.

When we reach the bottom of the stairs our parents was standing there with an annoyed look on their faces looking me up and down like i killed someone, disgust.. Luca stepped in front of me, blocking me from their glares. We all headed out the door so my parents could take pictues with my brother. They didnt want me in the picture so they told me to take the pictures. Luca didnt like the way they were leaving me out so after three pictures with them, he handed mom his phone and told her to take some pictures.

Luca came over to where i was standing and gave me a big hug while kissing my face with me laughing at his silliness. We took a lot of pictures of us making silliy faces and me laughing at him. After that we got in the car, heading to the school. On the way there Luca was trying to get me to laugh so after a while of me keeping a striaght face he gave up. Five minutes of peace and quiet Luca decides he wants to talk. " Hey Cassie, do think mom and dad would ever eat horse sh!t" he whispered? I couldnt say anything i just turn to look out the window with a smile on my face. He just kept trying to make me laugh. He grabbed my waist and slide me in the middle so i was sitting next to him and started tickling me.

We had finally arrived at the school i was the first one out the car. I turned around to a laughing Luca. He came over to where i was standing, when he was arm lenght i punched him in the gut and took off running to where our friends were. Before i could reach them Luca came from behind picking up into a hug spinning me around. When he sat me back down everything was a little dizzy. They had smiles on their faces as they watched me and Luca act so childish. " Hey Aiden, Justin, Markis, and alpha Heath you all look handsome." " You look very beautiful today" alpha Heath replied. "Thank you."

Mrs. Gibson came and told the seniors that are graduating start heading to the back it will be starting soon. Luca grabbed my hand gragged me to the woods." Luca what are you doing we have to go." We had stopped in a clearing." Cassie listen, I want you to do something for me." " What is it?" When we get to the alphas house i want you to go to the underground room and pack all of your things." " Why, where are we going?" " Cassie stop asking questions and just do as i say ok and i will explain everything once we are on the road." " When do we leave?" " Meet me in front of the abandon house down the street at twelve." He kissed my forehead and took off to the line. I walked around the school and saw Caire, Emma, and Isabella they had a seat empty next to them, so i walked over and joined them.

The graduation had started soon as i took my seat they called a whole bunch of students to the stage to get their dipolma. When they called my brother and the alpha name you heard screaming, I also heard thats my son. Luca had the highest gp out of the school, I was really pround of him. After it was over everybody was taking pictures or going out to eat to celebrate. Well for the pack the kids was going to alphas house to the celebration party he was throwing and some how Luca got our parents to let me go.

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