DONT BE SAD | yoonmin.

Thirty-nine

You came to see me today.

Your eyes were red, and I could tell you were wearing makeup.

But you still looked terrible. What have you been doing to yourself? 

You were beautiful to me, always never forget that.

We looked at each other, and I pulled you towards me and that was it.

We were okay again. At least for now we were.

You let me hold you, I breathe you in.

And I finally felt alive again.

All I ever needed was you.

I wish I'd met you sooner.

I wish I'd married you.

I wish we'd had a dozen kids, you would have been a amazing father.

I wish my brother had gotten to meet you.