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Welcome to the end of the beginning
I used this as a way to discover myself and share how i felt when i felt i had no one else.
When I started this I had almost no friends and was to put it lightly crushing on my friends boyfriend.
Ontop of that i was panro ace and felt extremely closed in and only one person had known.
I had been recovering from anorexia and had been clean for only a few months.
While I do still struggle with eating and sometimes i relapse i am healed
This was a huge part of my discovery and healing
It was also i place where i could speak out and feel safe when people had turned on me or i felt selfish to rant to them.
I now know that i have people who will listen to the dumbest things i have to say and show support.
I am now so close with a girl i didn't even know at the start that we consider ourseleves sisters
And she doesn't know it but there were times where she's saved me
I am now dating the boy i have had a crush on for eleven months and he will always be one of my best friends
I have gotten rid of toxic people in my life
While I'm still learning and improving
Im happy
I've gotten rid of a lot of my past
And this is part of it
I never use this anymore
This was a long time coming anyway
I doubt anyone read this but if you did
Thank you for your support
I love you so much and if you feel the way i did in the beginning of this 'book'
There is hope love and family waiting for you
Keep going
You will find happiness
My unconditional love and support
~ Marah
Face reveal / Final update 9.2.18
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Some LGBT Things
RastgeleThe LGBTQ+ community leaves a lot of room for talk. This is from my own thoughts and experiences and my friends.
