The End Of An Era

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Welcome to the end of the beginning

I used this as a way to discover myself and share how i felt when i felt i had no one else.

When I started this I had almost no friends and was to put it lightly crushing on my friends boyfriend.

Ontop of that i was panro ace and felt extremely closed in and only one person had known.

I had been recovering from anorexia and had been clean for only a few months.

While I do still struggle with eating and sometimes i relapse i am healed

This was a huge part of my discovery and healing

It was also i place where i could speak out and feel safe when people had turned on me or i felt selfish to rant to them.

I now know that i have people who will listen to the dumbest things i have to say and show support.

I am now so close with a girl i didn't even know at the start that we consider ourseleves sisters

And she doesn't know it but there were times where she's saved me

I am now dating the boy i have had a crush on for eleven months and he will always be one of my best friends

I have gotten rid of toxic people in my life

While I'm still learning and improving

Im happy

I've gotten rid of a lot of my past

And this is part of it

I never use this anymore

This was a long time coming anyway

I doubt anyone read this but if you did

Thank you for your support

I love you so much and if you feel the way i did in the beginning of this 'book'

There is hope love and family waiting for you

Keep going

You will find happiness

My unconditional love and support

~ Marah


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