I've got you [ Larry/Zarry ]

Chapter 22

Louis ran towards the bathroom and plopped on the floor crying, holding himself close and sobbing his heart out.

"I can't handle this" he cried out holding onto himself

He sat there thinking on what should be done, he can't just be selfish even after his death. So he did what he had to do

He got up from his position and started to walk towards Zayn's room.

He slowly passed through the door and he saw Harry sitting on zayns lap being all adorable.

"It's ok Harry, you can make any decision. I will definitely understand" Zayn spoke

"Uh Zayn?" Louis cleared his throat wanting to gain his attention

Zayn looked at his direction and immediately sat Harry down and got up from the seat "it was nothing Louis, I swear" and Harry was confused with his actions

"Zayn? What happened?" Harry got up immediately

"It's Louis,he's here" Zayn spoke

"Oh my god, Louis" Harry exhaled

"Harry" Louis smiled at him

"I cant see him zayn" Harry cried

"Tell him, it's alright. I came here to say goodbye to all of you." Louis teared up

"Why Louis?" Zayn asked with consorn

"What happened?" Harry asked 

But Zayn was too clouded with the emotions to reply to Harry

"Tell him I will always love him and I'm sorry Zayn I'm a prick" and that's it, Zayn lost the sight of Louis

"It's my fault" Zayn collapsed onto the sofa

"What's your fault?" Harry asked sitting next to him

"Louis, I think he left this world" Zayn said, not knowing how to act

"Zayn, it's not your fault, why would you even think that?"

"Cuz we both got together?"

"Zayn," Harry cupped his face " it's his choice, he wants me to be happy, he wants you to be happy"

"Even though he stays back, would he be happy living all alone? Would he get to talk to his family?"

"No" he let out a tear from his hazel eyes

Harry hugged him again, not trying to let go of him ever "never talk about yourself like that" Zayn nodded through the hug and stayed like that

"Stop listening through the door and come in" Harry screamed at the door and a minute later Niall and Liam followed embarrassment written on their faces

"So all good in here?" Liam asked

"More than perfect" Harry smiled and Zayn just blushed feeling happy from inside

They all spent the evening in a perfect way. Harry thought it's best not to discuss what happened so they just talked something random stuff which didn't even make scene.

The four had an amazing time after years of secrets and sadness. They slept all together not caring about anything more than the friendship between them.

Most of all, Zayn had an amazing night, after confessing his love to Harry, it felt like a huge weight lift from his chest. And never in a million years he thought he would get to kiss Harry Edward styles. And he did it. That night he fell asleep with a smile creeping his face and little did he know Harry saw it and adored it.

Not just that, he had a dream that night, which is weird that we was playing with a little kid next to Harry in a house and the three were really happy. Zayn then realised, he had hope that he might be truly happy in his life

And soon, the sun rises, spreading the warmth into the room.

Zayn slowly starting to open his eyes and saw that he was alone in his room.

Fuck, was all that my hallucinations? Was it real? Was yesterday real?

And then Zayn started to feel his chest get tight and had a feeling he couldn't breathe.

"Oh you're finally awake! I thought you'll sleep for another century" it was Harry that walked into the room wearing his trade mark boxers while having a tray of  full English breakfast in his hands

He saw Harry and smiled again, feeling his lungs relaxing

Zayn just smiled at him

"So did you sleep well?" Harry asked while sitting opposite to him on the bed

"Yeah" Zayn just blushed

"Can I ask you something?" Harry's tone slightly became stirn

"Ye- yes?" Zayn replied already having some anxious thoughts

"Since yesterday, I've been seeing you all shy and blushing" Harry paused

"Ok?"

"Well, I'm a bottom, you know um huh are you a bottom?" Harry asked with the straight face and Zayn burst out laughing

"Shit haz, you've scared me for a moment. No I'm the dominant, people call me Zaddy" he said looking proudly

"I doubt that" Harry just with a smirk

"Oh hazza, trust me you don't want that in your sex life" he stopped laughing and trying to sound serious but failed anyway

"Let's see" and at this point Harry also started laughing and Zayn just got lost in the beauty infront of him.

"Ok let's talk about eating ass later, now I've made you the this delicious English breakfast and I want you to eat then completely"

Zayn here, was really happy that love of his life made him a breakfast but the platter was so full and that made Zayn internally gag

"What the fuck Harry, it looks like five people can have it"

"No it doesn't"

"It does Harry"

"Ok it might, but you should at least eat half in it"

"I can't Harry, u don't understand"

"Make me understand then"

Zayn let his head fall in defeat and picked his fork and started eating his eggs.

"Good boy" said Harry and patted his head. Maybe Harry knows about his eating disorder and wanted to help him out

And maybe after many months, Zayn ate food and didn't want to throw up. Maybe he knew.. he'll be alright

And Harry can make him alright

He saw hope that maybe one day, he'll stop smoking, and one day he'll stop taking his anxiety pills, antidepressants, and other shit. And he'll be alright with his loved one wrapped in his arms.

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Kill me.. I know it's been too late
Fuck 😂

But thank you for reading LoL😅

I'm sorry again

All the love as always
S💖