Things I Couldn't Say To You || Jikook || Kookmin

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Third Person's POV

"S-since when..." He asked. Jungkook had tears rolling down his cheeks when it hit him, he hurt Jimin, he broke Jimin's heart.

Jimin remain standing there, tears stinging at his eyelids. Jungkook scooted closer, closing the gap between them. Jimin moves away from him immediately and Jungkook felt his heart tightens.

Jimin was about to turn around but Jungkook grab him by his waist, hands tightening around him. Jimin shakes his head and tries to get away.

"Jimin, please stop," Tone sad and low, "Min, Stop!" Jungkook shouts, frightening the latter, Jimin's eyes widened, tears already falling down his puffy cheeks. Jimin began to breathe heavily, his hands shaking, eyes brimming with tears.

"Damnit, I didn't mean to shout at you, fuck, I'm sorry." His voice laced with concern and guilt, Jimin turn his head, refusing to meet Jungkook's eyes.

"Jimin, please look at me," He mumbled, hands reaching out to hold Jimin's cheeks in his hands. Jimin pressed his eyes tightly, afraid of meeting the latter's eyes, Jungkook felt his heart ache.

"Jimin, please..." Jungkook pleaded. Jimin slowly opened his eyes and met Jungkook's soft gaze, Jimin's lips tremble, head dropping on Jungkook's shoulder, tears soaking the younger's shirt.

"I'm sorry Jimin, I'm so sorry I hurt you. Fuck, I'm so stupid." Jimin lifted his head of off the younger's shoulder, so that he can face him.

"Not your fault, it's all mine." He mouthed. The other's expression softens, thumbing Jimin's tears away.

"Why do you have to be this kind, huh?" Jungkook asked voice shaking, "I hurt you, Jimin. I dated Lisa, without knowing that I broke someone's heart, I broke my best friend's heart. I even took advantage of you that night and then I told you... it was just a mistake, and I just left you, I'm so cruel, Min, fuck, I hate myself for doing that to you, I'm so sorry." Jimin gave him a faint smile, full of understanding, and Jungkook felt a pang in his chest he can't bear to look at him.

Jimin pushed Jungkook weakly off him. Jungkook just stared at the older as he grab a pen and starts writing...

It's not your fault that you love her and not me, I'm the one who should apologize for loving you. You didn't do anything, you didn't took advantage of me, I let you that night, you didn't force me into anything, don't be sorry, Kook.

Just forget everything... my feelings for you, the incident that night, forget it, just act as if it never happened.

Jimin gave it to him and silence fell between them.

"What if I don't want to..." Jimin's eyebrows pulled together, expression clearly troubled.

"What if I want to give it a try," Jimin's mouth parted, trying to process what just he heard, "Do you hear me? I want to give it a try." Jimin shake his head, no.

'We can't,' he mouthed because you don't love me that way, Jungkook heart sank. Jungkook always denied it to himself, but deep inside he knew that he has special feeling toward the older, but he always stop himself, claiming that it was just nothing. Jimin was his best friend, he can't have those kind of feelings.

Jimin was going to turn away from Jungkook but the younger had already grab his small waist with one hand, his other hand reaching out to cupped Jimin's cheek.

"Let me hyung," He said, caressing Jimin's cheek gently, "...and I promise I won't break your heart again." Jungkook inched closer, pressing his forehead against Jimin's.

"Please. . ." Jimin closes his eyes and slowly nodded, a smile spread across Jungkook's face. He pulled Jimin closer, chest pressed against each other and placed a gentle kiss on top of the older's hair.

Please don't break my heart again, Kook.

As if Jungkook can read the older's thought, "I won't, I promise."  He answered.