Things I Couldn't Say To You || Jikook || Kookmin

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Third Person's POV

It's been two weeks and Jungkook never seen Jimin in School.

He's getting more worried.

But he was ashame of himself, he can't face his bestfriend anymore.

He took advantage of Jimin that night. He was drunk and that wasn't an excuse.

Worse he left him, not even considering what he felt that day.

***

After debating if we will visit Jimin,

He did, in the end.

***

When Jimin opened the door for him, Jungkook's eyes went wide.

Jimin looks so broken, so vulnerable that it almost hurt Jungkook to look.

Jungkook took a step, he wants to hug his bestfriend but Jimin took a step back, looking at Jungkook with pained expression. Jungkook ignore how his heart clenches.

"Jimin, let's talk, please." Jimin just nods.

***

Jimin excused himself to make some coffee for him  leaving Jungkook in the living room.

While waiting for Jimin, a small notebook that was placed in the table just in front of him caught his eyes.

Jungkook took it without hesitation, it's look like a diary...

It says,

Thing's I couldn't say to you. . . .

Jungkook opened the first page,

'You always tease me and I love it.'

Jungkook smiled faintly, knowing it's about him and Jimin.

'Your compliments makes me happy.'

Jungkook chuckles, he remember when Jimin was acting as if he didn't like it. Jungkook almost believe him that he doesn't like it, but it didn't make Jungkook stop complimenting him because Jimin deserve it.

'As long as you're here with me, I'm always okay.'

Jungkook smiled faintly. . .

You can't just said that I'm your top priority
Now my heart is fluttering!

when he remember how he completely ignored his bestfriend when he started seeing Lisa,

I wish we could stay like this, I want to stay with you forever, I want us to be together forever Jungkook ah.
You're the only one I have.

Jungkook felt a pang of guilt in his chest. He promise Jimin that he will stay with him too but he broke that promise, leaving him all alone. . .

Jungkook's heart stops, eyes went wide when he read the last note. . .

I love you Kook ah,
and I'm sorry for having this kind of feelings for you.

The loud sound of glass shattering echoed throughout the room. . . snapping Jungkook's thought.

Jimin was looking at Jungkook completely shock, before his eyes went down to his diary that was held by Jungkook.

Jimin walked towards him, his heart beating wildly against his chest, he grab his diary from Jungkook.

"Jimin..." Jungkook called out his name, Jimin refused to meet his eyes, "S-since when..." Jungkook asked, tears began falling.

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Author's note:

That's all for today 😘😘