eleven ; confessions

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carl's pov

"fiona do i seriously have to go?" i groaned biting into my sandwich.

"yes carl, your grades are terrible. besides this will benefit you." she explained but i rolled my eyes.

"don't worry it's just a year, it'll fly in no time!" she reassured me.

"what about gia?" i asked her.

"she'll be fine, doesn't she have kian?" she questioned me.
his name infuriated me, i could feel my fists tighten.
"don't fucking mention that assholes name."

"see what i mean, you need to learn how to respect me. can't wait till you leave bozo." fiona laughed leaving the room.

it was already 11 at night and i have to leave at 6 in the morning for boarding school.
i haven't said bye to gia, all this stupid boarding stuff has me busy.

i have to say bye to her. i have to tell her...

i grabbed my green beanie and jacket, i rushed for the door and opened it.

"no carl, you're not going out this late again." fiona stopped me.

"no, you don't understand. i have to go." i argued.

"no you don't, stop going out for late night weed carl." she joked.

"it's not fucking weed." i growled.

"then what the fuck is it?" fiona snarled.

"i need to say bye to gia." i said.

"just text it to her, come on." she said pulling me inside.
"no! i have to do it NOW." i said getting mad.

"gosh carl, what's up with you. it's just gia, you can say bye later."

  "BECAUSE I THINK I LIKE HER

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"BECAUSE I THINK I LIKE HER." i yelled making her widen her eyes.

i dashed out the door and made my way to gia's house.

i can't believe i ain't gon see her fine ass anymore. i remember all the times we'd smoke and drink together. i think i had a good ass influence on her.

i looked up at her window and saw it was still dimly lit.

i did what i usually did which was climb up the fire escape.
shit, this is finna be the last time i go up this fire escape.
i reached her window and softly knocked on it, her body jumped as she turned her head to look at me.
she was in her pajamas, she looked all soft and cuddly. i chuckled to myself.
she looks so stupid.

"what the fuck carl." she whispered cutting into my thoughts.
"im sorry, i just didn't wanna leave without properly saying bye to you." i stated.
she sighed a little and let me inside.

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