Because of Labor Day, we don't have school on Monday which is pretty fucking awesome. But I just don't want to go to school altogether. Most of y'all know that I hate big crowds or confrontation; So school isn't my ideal place. What if I run into that guy on Tuesday? What do I do? What do I say? Do I make up some lame excuse and avoid him at all costs. Well, I already avoid everyone else. A lot of the high school girls already warned me that the upperclassmen guys are just nothing but trouble. I might have faith in some of them that they are genuinely good at heart and just want to make a girl happy. But not this girl. I have a girlfriend damn it! I love her very much. More than she could ever comprehend. And honestly, I'm super fucking surprised that a guy in a redneck town would ever be interested in me. Especially since I dress like a total tomboy and it's obvious I'm not normal. Ughhhhhhh! What the fuck do I do on Tuesday?!?!?! Do I confront him, introduce myself and make small talk or just avoid him completely. Jesus Christ I need help..........
