*what I'm like*

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Hi there my name is Cristina but I prefer Crissy. I'm 19 years old and I love to draw,

 I'm 19 years old and I love to draw,

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and sing and dance.my fave colours are black, red and green. I love to dye my hair in natural and crazy colours I really don't mind.My best friend in the world is Eva she's 19 as well.
I guess you could say I'm kind of alternative gosh I  hate that word. People say I am because I sometimes listen to metal or "punk" music and because I have piercings and wear black clothes. I just don't see it I mean yes I love black and I love my music but I also listen to pop music and I wear colours as well.
I wasn't always like I am now you see. I used to be a normal girl without a care in the word.
I had a loving mom and dad which I was very close to. My mom was my best friend she knew everything about me. And then  suddenly everything changed.  2 years ago my mom was in an accident. She got hit by a drunk driver an died during surgery. I was devastated and so was my dad. He tried dealing with it and tried to keep being strong for me but after a while sadness got the best of him. He tried to forget so he found comfort in something else. Alcohol. My dad hasn't been sober for about a year and a half now. When he drinks he gets aggressive. And he takes that aggression out on me. It happened once about a year ago and he apologized once he realised what he'd done. Only it didn't stick to that one time. That one time turned  into two times and three times and now it's everyday if not multiple times a day. After a while I started hating myself so I found comfort in cutting myself I felt as if I deserved the pain which made coping with the abuse easier. Eva is the only one who knows how me dad treats me. But she doesn't know about the self harm. That's something she may never find out...

I hope this introduction sums it up nicely for you guys.

Xxx

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