Chapter 5: Ignore Him

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This Morning I Went To Work Fast. I Don't Want Kurt To See Me Anymore In The Morning. When I Got To School He Wasn't Here, I Went Inside And Walked Fast Into The Teachers Lunch, The Only Place Kurt Will Never Find Me Or Get Inside.

I Had My Coffee In Silence, No One Had Arrived Yet, I Was Alone And No Kurt That Was Watching Me, It Felt Good.

Kurt Is A Nice Kid, He's Good In Every Other Class That I'm Not His Teacher In.

He Sings, He Loves Fashion, He's Gay, He's Been Bullied, He's Kinda Cute. Wait What!?

Did I Think He Was Cute? No Blaine You Don't Think Kurt Is Cute, He's Your Student! NO.

You Can't Like Him, Don't Think About It, Ignore Him, Just Stop Thinking About Him.

I Don't Get Up Early Today, I Don't Go To School Early Today, I Don't Watch Mr Anderson Before School Today.

I Get Up At The Same Tame As Finn, I Take A Shower, Do My Hair And Face And I Get Dressed. I Get To School At The Same Time As Everyone Else, I See Mr Anderson's Car But I'm Not Going To It And Go Touch It Like I Used To If He Was Gone.

I Walk Into The School, A Lot Of Students Had Already Started The Day With Being In The Hallway Talking To Their Friends Somebody Did Their Homework And Somebody Did Nothing Like I Did.

Or I Was Doing Something, I Was Thinking About How To Get Mr Anderson,

I Have An Idea.

I Got The Idea Yesterday.

Yesterday I Called Rachel And Asked Her How I Could Get A Guy I Like, And I Told Her Everything I Had Done, But Not That It Was For Mr Anderson. She Gave Me A Good Idea, I'm Going To Play Hard To Get, I'm Going To Ignore Mr Anderson And See If He Likes It Or Not, I Really Hope This Work Because I Really Want Him.

My Class Started, Kurt Was Not Here Yet, Weird.

I Haven't Seen Him The Whole Day And That's Weird He Usually Stare At Me Every Morning And Waits For Me Everywhere, It Felt Good And Weird.

"Sorry I'm Late Mr Anderson" Kurt Came Running Into The Classroom.

He Was Different Today, He Didn't Say My Name Like He Used To.

"It's Okay. Sit Down" I Answered. Why Was He Late?

He Sat Down And Actually Started Doing What The Others Did, He Read His Book.

He Didn't Stare At Me Or Give Me Looks, He Did What He Was Suppose To.

My Class Ended, The Only Class I Had For Today. When The Bell Rang Kurt Left The Room First, He Was Always The Last So I Always Had To Talk To Him But Now He Had Left Before I Could See Him Go.

It Was Weird, It Felt Weird. Why?

When Mr Anderson's Class Stared, I Found Out That If I Was Late, It Would See Like I Had Done Something Important, That Was Not Staring At Him.

And It Looked Like It Worked, I Did Everything I Was Supposed To Do In Class, The Things I Never Do Because I'm To Busy, Staring And Giving Mr Anderson Looks But Today I Didn't.

I Hate What I Was Doing, Why? You Like Him You Should Ask Him Out, I Know I Will Get A No And He's Going To Be Angry. I Am His Student Not Some Guy He Can Date In Public, If We Went Out, We Would Have To Hide It And That Makes It So Much More Fun.

I Still Need To Hide My Feelings For Everyone, Everyone Knows I'm Gay But They Don't Know I Like?

Mr Anderson A Teacher.

But Could I Do This? Ignore Him? How Long Can I Do This For? Does He Care, Does It Work?

I Thought This To Myself While I Was In All My Classes Doing The Things I Was Suppose To But I Thought So Much About Mr Anderson.

I Don't Know His First Name.I Don't Know If He's Married.I Don't Know Where He Lives.I Don't Know His Family.I Don't Know Much About Him.

But I Know.

I Know I Like Him.I Know He Likes To Be Called Mr Anderson.I Know He Actually Has Curls.I Know He's Kind, Hot, And He's A Teacher, A Teacher I Like And Want.

School Ended, I Left Fast And Got Home Fast, I Didn't See Mr Anderson, I Ran Out Of The My Last Class And I Ran Down The Hallway, Not Looking After Him. And When I Got Home, I Found The Perfect Outfit For Tomorrow,

Tomorrow Was Friday. And After School I'm Giving Mr Anderson My Number And I'm Getting His Number.

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