First Love || A Sope/Yoonseok fanfiction (BTS)

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Yoongi's P.O.V

I opened my eyes to discover that I was in an unknown environment, somewhere new I'd never visited before. This wasn't my room. Looking around me I assumed that it was a hospital room, but not one from back home in South Korea. Right, I was still in America. Why..? Oh! The tour! The performance! Suddenly remembering where I was supposed to be, I quickly sat up in the bed I woke up on, beginning to panic as I desperately looked around with a shocked yet confused expression, my breathing unsteady. I noticed that there were things, like wires, attached to my arms. What happened to me?

All of a sudden, the door opening caught my attention. It was Hoseok. Just Hoseok. But he was holding something, though I couldn't quite see what it was.

"Ho..seok..?" I muttered under my breath, looking him directly in the eyes as he stood there almost gormlessly.

"Yoongi!!" Was all he exclaimed, dropping whatever was in his hands onto the floor and running over to me immediately, hopping up onto the bed beside me and hugging me tight. He was so excited that he couldn't even remember to refer to me as 'hyung'. With a small smile, I scooted over to make room for him as I hugged him back just as tight, resting my head peacefully on his comfortable shoulder. I'd wanted to do that for so long, to hold him so close as to never let go.

"Hoseok, what's gotten into you?" I mumbled lethargically, as I wanted to keep my excitement hidden as best as I could. However, he could probably already sense how happy I felt in that moment with him due to my pounding heart.

"Don't be like that, hyung. You should know that I've missed you. We all have. I've not been able to leave you alone for all the time you've been asleep. I waited for you, hyung, I waited for you." His voice cracked multiple times as he spoke, and it sounded as if he was crying. I felt so helpless and guilty. I didn't want Hoseok to feel so emotional because of me.

"Shh... I'm sorry. It's alright, Hoseok. I don't want you to cry. Hey, are you listening to me? Look at me..." I cupped his face in my hands and forced him to look into my eyes as I looked lovingly into his. "I'm alright now. Honestly, I can't even remember why I'm here. I feel great, Hoseok. Please don't cry. Just smile, Hoseok, because your smile is the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen. Smile for me. Hey..."

After a long but calming minute of silence, Hoseok finally looked directly at me with a beautiful, bright, beaming smile. Since he looked so appealing, I couldn't help but smile back at him, gently wiping the tears from his eyes with my cold finger, causing him to shiver slightly.

"Hyung, I love you," he whispered softly, looking away from me and instead out of the window behind me. His words caused my heart to flutter rapidly, my face to flush bright red, and my smile to grow even wider. I couldn't believe what I heard, although I just assumed that he meant it ironically, like in a friend kind of way. However, without even thinking, I turned Hoseok's head to face me and instinctively kissed his soft, fragile lips. Why did I do that?!?! What was wrong with me?!?! I began to panic. I started to feel nauseous again. My vision blurred... for a single second until Hoseok's hand gently moved around my back in a comforting way, which calmed me completely. All that time, or so as long as it felt, we continued the kiss, though it was soft and just overall... nice. No matter the situation, Hoseok really does make everything better.

When I eventually pulled away, I smiled lovingly at Hoseok and whispered, "I love you too, Hoseok. I love you so much. You have no idea."

Truthfully, I thought things would be awkward between us after that, yet Hoseok was so accepting and supportive. He's so precious and perfect.

Nevertheless, I still didn't remember why I was there in that hospital bed in the first place. Hoseok stated that he'd stayed with me the entire time I was there, but how long exactly was that? What happened to the tour? Fans must be so disappointed...

"Hoseok," I simply stated after a while. "What happened? Why am I here? What exactly happened to the tour? Where is everyone else? How long have I been here?" I blurted out, desperately wanting answers.

Holding onto my hand, Hoseok laughed quietly as to not disturb anyone within nearby rooms. With a smile, he answered my questions consecutively in the order I asked them, "You fainted onstage, the doctor explained that you'd worked yourself too hard and suffered the result of exhaustion. The others and myself immediately called for help, and our super supportive staff called for an ambulance right away, which brought you here. The fans were extremely understanding, and they're all either receiving a refund or they can attend a concert we'll hold soon for free - their choice. The tour had been put on hold for a little while but it gave the members the break they deserve, so it's okay. Right now, everyone else is at the hotel, I believe, probably eating; I can call for them if you like, I'm sure they'll be thrilled to know that you're awake. It's only been two and a half days, so you haven't necessarily missed anything at all." After explaining everything, Hoseok took a deep breath and then burst into quiet, uncontrollable laughter. "Ahh~ I was so silly, I should've known genius Min Yoongi would be alright~"

It took me a while to process everything that was said, since Hoseok talked rather quickly, but a shocked and confused expression appeared upon my face. "TWO AND A HALF DAYS?!" I exclaimed unexpectedly loud, causing me to blush and cover my face with my hands. Yet, I continued quietly, "I can't believe I was asleep so long... I still don't even believe I suffered from exhaustion, I always get plenty of sleep..." I mumbled the final sentence as I was somewhat speaking to myself in a confused manner. Hoseok grinned at this, and he also ruffled my unclean hair.

"Well, the reason you sleep so much is most likely a result of exhaustion. I keep telling you that you work too much, you just don't listen, huh?" Hoseok stuck out his tongue playfully before getting up out of the bed and pulling out his phone. "I'm gonna go get the doctor as he needs to know you're awake. I'll also call the guys to let them know, I'm almost certain they'll come rushing in right away." With a playful wink, Hoseok blew a kiss and left me alone. Alone. That word sounds so sad. But I wasn't sad. No, I wasn't sad at all. I was the complete opposite of sad. In fact, I felt the most content I had ever felt in my entire life. But one mystery still remained...

Hoseok...did he genuinely like me back?