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❲ lee jeno ❳
people are annoying, no matter what.
they talk when they want too.
they joke around when they want.
and they can hurt you if they want too, and you can't do anything to control it or stop them.
and even sometimes if you're unlucky, you can get your heart broken. truthfully, i wasn't the one heartbroken because i was not the one getting broken up with.
it was mina, my ex.
the day after i was transferred to sm high, she ran up to me and started sobbing. the poor girl didn't even have time to give to breathe.
sounding like a whole elephant.
the sound is still very vivid in my head, "jeno please don't go."
it is not like i felt bad, i just felt the anger boil within me, and i had no idea why.
"don't call me. don't text me. don't ever put me into contact with you, ever again. this is the first time i'm saying this, but this will also be the last."
i walked off, and never turned back. if i turned back it would show a sign of remorse and regret.
i don't want to show her that i regret leaving her, because i don't.
my thought's snapped back to reality when mark sat down on his seat, all upset, you know how i could tell?
the pouty face.
"jeno, answer me you bum."
"hm? what happened? are you on your period?"
"even worse, remember that program we started last week? the tutor lessons."
i just nodded my head, i didn't agree to it at first. i was against it, the type of people who would sign up for this type of stuff are seriously the type of people that i hate.
it was all chenle's idea, the nicest one out of everyone.
and he just decided to make it without us even saying yes, but how could we even say no to a boy that was too cute for us to even handle.
"people started signing up for it, and i got haechan. that guy has no chances of boosting up his gpa before the school year ends." mark slammed his head on his hands.
i just laughed at him, haechan? poor thing must be a lost cause. why did he even choose mark? he could've chosen chenle, the nicer one.
"he has plenty of days mark, i think he can do it." i scoffed.
i pulled out my textbooks and started reading ahead before class even started since they go too slow for my pace.
the teachers adore me, so it wouldn't be a big deal either way.
"mark, if you think about it. haechan is the first not-kind-of-dumb student. just give him a lot of homework, and more hours. i guess you'll open something for him."
"don't judge him yet. judge him once you see his scores and his potential, then i'll tolerate the bad mouthing."
mark just banged his head against the wooden table, vibrating the book at the same time, "look. you sulking about it won't do anything. just help him, besides this will help us gain college credit."
"fine, but if he does nasty stuff to me, i'm gonna smack your face."
"what do you mean? you're a top."
"lee freaking jeno, i swear to god. one more freaky joke, and i'm so done with you today."
i just giggled a bit.
it's sarcastic but also possible, he hits very hard when i say something and it doesn't go well.
the curiosity got the best of me, and i had to ask if anyone chose me as their own personal tutor.
to be honest i just had to give in because my parents are barely home, i get lonely sometimes.
i find it difficult to join clubs because i just never found them interesting enough for me.
it made me feel left out, and outcast.
getting to know someone and to teach them is going to help me gain some sort of social skills.
i didn't want to spend my entire life inside, so why not try something new for once.
"did anyone choose me mark?"
"yeah duh, your the ace student. who wouldn't pick you?"
i smirked, i didn't want to boast about it but i also didn't want to hide that fact.
"of course! top student. all a's. hon-
"get to your point, we don't have all day." i said as i rolled my eyes towards the older.
"winwin. jungkook. uhm, i think hansol signed up for you but i'm not sure. there was this sign up online, too! the people who chose you were-"mark opened his phone and went to the website chenle made for them.
"were..?"
"ah! ten, sana, wonpil, and dowon- the twins, and jaemin."
"ohh, that's co-, wait what did you say?"
"ten, sana, wo-"
"no, the last name you said?"
my heart was pounding out of my chest. did mark seriously say jaemin? i must've misheard him again, right?
